Idk, I Just Really Want A Sandwich

ignoring my homework

failing my classes

smell burnt rubber

feel like stretched elastic

mind is still running

cause caffeine's fantastic

“So often, a visit to a bookshop has cheered me, and reminded me that there are good things in the world.”

― Vincent van Gogh

I like keeping the Holy Trinity of beverages (coffee, monster energy, and black tea) surrounding me at all times, just as God intended.

〰𓆝☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩

Now here I go again

I see the crystal visions

I keep my visions to myself

—Dreams, Fleetwood Mac.

Sometimes, that quality is learning how capable you are of hating someone or something

No matter how bad a person is, there would be at least one quality you can learn from them...

Look for it!!

I try to reflect, but the days start to blend.

Am I better because I worked hard, or was it the weather in the end?

I'd like to think I'll stay better, even if my mood fluctuates now and then

I don't want to think otherwise, I can't go through this yet again.

Did I get the wrong impression, or is it winter depression? I wish I could answer my own question, is it just winter depression?

Please don't let it be seasonal, it's not a tradition I'd like to continue

I want to just be better, Not have more work I'll have to redo.

I've worked, let it be lasting improvement, let it grow

Let it be some solid change, not habits I'll let go

I'm gonna do the adult thing and have shower cry real quick, then see how much of that analysis I can complete before the deadline in an hour and a half

Anyway, I didn't turn in my homework last night. Maybe I'll actually do it later but it's late now :/