me and @highlordofkrypton got together to form an idea (HER IDEA). which i should tell everyone now is not something to be encouraged, else we create something like this: im not even going to warn you
Currently reading Solo Leveling
And this gives almost exactly the same vibes ;)
"How could you do this" with the help of the demon blade "this isn't you" well yeah it's me and the demon blade "I know you're a good person" yeah that wasn't in question "please come home" not if you're gonna be a dick to the demon blade "we need to destroy the demon blade" listen I don't come to family gatherings and say we Need To Destroy aunt cassie and she's genuinely evil, unlike the demon blade
i think i need more dark azriel. i think i need more irritable, sleep deprived, angry azriel. azriel whose hands shake and you donât know why, you donât if itâs stress or anxiety or a deep sated fury he canât stifle anymore. azriel whose chest rumbles with growls and hisses he is too tired to stifle. bitter azriel. disillusioned azriel. azriel who is too disgusted by everything, by those around and by himself, to play nice anymore. azriel who doesnât eat, doesnât drink anymore because he is soâŚ.so lost to his ever increasingly dark thoughts that he justâŚforgets to eat and drink. azriel who canât sleepânot because he doesnât want to, but because he canât, because his shadows have grown darker and needier over the years, wrapping around him and not letting go, sticking to his skin like tar and wriggling in all his thoughts, tainting them, staining them. and azriel lets them, because of course he does, he and the shadows are one, after all, arenât they? he cares for them. he craves them. he doesnât mind all that much that they become the only thing he cares about, because the shadows are right. he should be angry. he should be bitter. no one understands him, not really, but the shadows do. they do. and so he spends all his nights awake with them, listening to their whispers, letting them nestle deeper inside of him, until that line heâs always been so aware of, the one that has always separated him from them begins to blur. he doesnât care. he doesnât care. and the shadows donât care very much, either, rather they are almostâŚhappy with this turn of events. and the happiness is a muted thing of course, they cannot be happy, but azrielâs closeness grants them more freedom, and so they begin to roam. they are curious by nature. they like to hoard things. they like to seep and to stain and to steal the light from all their encounter, greedy things that they are.
and so itâs natural that they fixate on eris. eris is bright. eris is warm. eris is as fickle as the flames that play at his fingertips and azrielâs shadows taunt their other half with snippets of dreams and memories they steal from eris; scents and flavours that make saliva pool under azrielâs tongue. he dislikes it at first, of course he does, but the shadows burrow deep inside of him and those snippets of eris that they hoard become azrielâs own secret treasure. and his sanity begins to ravel, obviously. his anger grows, the trembling in his hands worsens. and he canât blame it on the shadows, because he is the shadowsâand so he blames it on eris, because that is easier and sparks an aching, burning hunger in azriel that is better than the hatred, than the numbness that it brings after it spills out of him in violence.
azriel doesnât stop the obsession when it comes. doesnât stop the anger, the jealously, the bone deep urge that grows in him to take eris and peel him open, layer by layer, rib by rib; to peer inside of him and learn what his heart tastes like when he sinks his teeth into it. he doesnât stop it. he doesnât stop it.
Based on your 2nd, 10th, and 18th most recent emojis, how will your weekend go?
Seat one
I get leg room and all the secrets from the Suriel
And dog on my right
And dog next to the Suriel
DOG
(I love this prompt so much)
Unsurprisingly many of you wanted to squeeze between Cassian and Azriel. That's fine, because we're currently sitting on Eris's lap. đ
This brings us to our final plane flight. You're tired. We're tired. The dogs are also tired. Good luck. đ¤
If you've enjoyed this, please be sure to join us for Eris week this September 14th - 20th. We also have some fun surprises coming up, so keep an eye on the blog. đ
yes this is a joke, but it's relevant because eris would buy seats for all of his dogs.
ok but thinking about Rhys saying Nyx is an "ancient night goddess" suggests there were multiple gods and there was polytheism, only for there to now be an Unnamed Goddess called the mother who also picks men to hold domain over the land she created like
Sarah this is reading so hard like fanfic I swear to God please be consistent in your world building I am BEGGING you
omgg babyâs 1st birthday!! đ
i could not go to be until i finished this piece! Here is Lucien Vanserra, emissary of the Spring Court/Night Court. Did I base him on Val Kilmer's Mad Martigan in Willow? Yes. Yes I did. Gimme a time machine bc that is my fan cast, lol.
Back on my acotar fanart with Emerie! I have her in her shop, the illumination of her new future lighting the dark memories of that place. The books arent very clear on how clipping works, so I took it as how some people (cruelly) clip flight feathers of birds. Literally clipping out parts of her wings.
I have been waiting all year to post this.
The Chairs has a new chapter posted today: Chapter 46 - Explorations
The Vanserra brothers leave after the Council meeting. Eris is given some highly advantageous intelligence, and Azriel finally comes clean with what he's been hiding. How will Eris react?
This Chapter has sexual content, please check the tags on Ao3
The Chairs is an Explicit (very) Slow-Burn Azris romance. New chapters are released on Fridays.
I want to finish writing and drawing the unfinished work, but the voices THE VOICES
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