TW: chronic illness and chronic mental health
So I have chronic anxiety and clinical depression, along with other various physical health difficulties including intestinal issues and extreme periods (most of which almost lead to going to the hospital, it takes two weeks out of every month of my life) I’ve been examined by countless doctors, therapists, psychologists, and no one knew how to fix me, all they said was I would have to live with it and find coping skills to function “normally” in society
so with that in mind, life sometimes gets ridiculously complicated and difficult, and I hate the fact that I have to live with it, but that’s when I realized *I don’t*
I am a manifestor and shifter, how the hell could I forget that? I honestly am so thankful for scripting and for shifting because in so many realities I don’t have to deal with this burden, I can live freely and enjoy life and not have to worry if a meal will send me to the ER
I really feel like people glaze over the fact that we have SO MUCH POWER and so much potential, I think it’s important to show our appreciation to that, I appreciate it so dearly
Whenever I have a pain spike or an anxiety attack, I just repeat I am in control over my reality, I am the master of the 4d, I am safe, over and over and then it goes away. As of recently, it’s been getting better using these robotic affirmations, and I’m so happy I cry thinking about it
4 years worth of constant pain, no matter what I could do, thinking I would live like this forever, and here I am a few weeks/months and I found what works to save myself
I hope whoever reads this finds hope in my experience, especially to those who share my burdens
good night and happy shifting to all 🩷✨🫶
eek!!!
which oddly specific colour palette are you? tagged by the lovely @creamflix to do this quiz!
no pressure to do this but i'm tagging: @kisstoru @omitea @hiraethwa @dulcento @itachiiwrites ❤️
My name is Banan. I will tell you my story with a heart full of worry and sadness, but full of hope. My story is the story of my family, consisting of 6 boys and 3 girls, but two of them got married. My family and I lived in complete comfort. We have a simple house that accommodates us, we have the most beautiful clothes, and we eat the best foods. However, my father and mother suffer from chronic diseases. I finished high school with a score of 90%, thank God Almighty. I started university and I was happy and joyful to start university in the field that I love. I paid my fees that I collected with difficulty. I only studied for two weeks. Then came the day that prevented me from completing my joy, broke me, disappointed me, and completely extinguished my life and my family’s. October 7. A new story began, and unfortunately I did not complete my studies.The journey of displacement from one place to another began. The bombing was above us and we spent it crying and fearing a lot for our children. We did not find safety in any of them. The second day of the war, we received the shocking and painful news for our hearts and my father’s heart more because he built it with his hardship and fatigue. It was the bombing of our house in which we lived for twenty years and we have many memories that we will not forget. On 10/13/2023, we were forced to move to the Deir al-Balah area in the middle of the Gaza Strip. This area will remain in our memory because we found hardship, fatigue and intense sadness there. We live in a tent in the intense heat that is filled with small insects and disgusting mice that no one can bear to live in a place like this.We suffer from the lack of water and the high prices that are beyond imagination, and other than that, the children of my family who lived their childhood in tents, war, and toilets and lined up in long lines to get bread. This is their childhood, and they are supposed to be in school, entertained and happy, and have all their needs that are lacking now. I hope that you will help me and my family in these difficult circumstances and complete my studies at the university.
Please help save my family from genocide 💔
https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-banana-and-her-family-to-reach-safety?utm_source=copy_link&utm_medium=customer&utm_campaign=man_sharesheet_ft&attribution_id=sl:46ecf2e7-cc81-436a-ba6b-7ba823fad8fc
I got bored and saw this meme and wanted to create this of Emma and Abe 🤭🤭🤭
also it is now canonical that Abe wears a SHIT TON of USA merch. Convince me otherwise I dare you.
(Sorry for shitty quality, I didn’t put much effort I just wanted to make it silly)
**the OG meme is not mine!!! I drew over it!!!**
okay bye bye!
hmmm…something about this just screams “Althea Grimmelwald” .. I couldn’t possibly fathom why though 🤔🤨🧐
Cynthia Matthews. Bike on 5th Avenue
okay so there was a tie! I’m gonna go in order so the tomorrow I’m gonna post a section about the wards themselves, their personality traits and things I’ve learned about them!! it’s a bit too late in the evening for me to write this all out so I will finish it tomorrow, stay tuned!
Thank you 🩷✨🙏
September the 3rd, 1940, our lovely loop was created by our Ymbryne Miss Alma LeFay Peregrine :> Today I am celebrating by reading on my hammock as I watch planes pass by in the sky
(as I am not entirely comfortable showing my face on this platform yet, I decided to blur it out, I was wearing one of my favorite outfits and wanted to show it off!)
although I am shifting to the book version, this photo still holds a special place in my heart ♥️
Heyo, it's me again :D
I don't want to go to school tomorrow, I legit just want to relax and paint soooo I'm shifting to my waiting room for a couple days to mentally relax.
I would normally want to shift to my main DR's, but my mental state has been SHIT as of recently, a lot of stuff going on and I need to desensitize myself and relax
My main DR's are comfort DR's yes, but right now I know for a fact I won't enjoy my time there when I'm like this, and since I'm alone in my own solitude in my WR, I'm going there tonight
So since I'm going there, I thought I would introduce my waiting room!!
So to give some context, I live in an expansive forest that goes on for miles, I live in a cozy cottage with my dog Ridge and cat Dexter. There is a village a few miles away, not a lot of people know I even exist but I do go there from time to time to pick up food, blankets, or more paints/yarn for my projects
Time stuffs:
Time Ratio in: waiting room : cr
WR 1 week : CR 1 minute
I have clocks for every DR that I shift to with the current date and time on it, as well as my CR, each labeled with the place they are
This is what my WR looks like from photos from Pinterest (I don't own any of these photos!!!)
The exterior/land:
Onto interior stuffs!
Here are my pets!
Ridge! ^
Dexter!^
My belongings!
(a book with the answers to all of my questions ^)
(a book that keeps track of whats happening in my CR to keep me updated while I'm away)
my laptop, which never loses battery!!
my phone, which I can log into from different realities using the Lifa app
A fridge full of my favorite food (it constantly refills with my cravings, healthy options, and everything is safe to eat)
My Nintendo!!
All the books I want to read!!
A photo album for every one of my DR's so I can remember memories and be happy
**lastly insert a LARGE amount of plushies, pillows, blankets, and anything of comfort**
So yeah !! That's my waiting room :D
I'll be shifting there tonight, honestly might just stay there for a week or two to chill out and lay on my hammock and eat raspberries and read dark romance novels from different realities teehee
If you want updates let me know!
Happy shifting everyone <333
Fun fact: we went on a vacation to a time loop with 3 different musicals going on at the same time (the time stamps are a little different there, so when these were made it was all before 1940)
The three musicals were:
42nd Street
Footlight Parade
The Broadway Melody
We watched them for a week straight, entirely in love, that’s when we began writing our own scripts and musicals
Musicals are time loops. Every night, the same thing happens except for a few minor differences. It always ends the same. If you want the characters to do something different or to make better choices, too bad. The actors are bound by the script and the score. The only way for the time loop to end is for the show to close. But you (the audience) don't want the show to close, nor do the actors who would like to be employed. It's a lose/lose situation. For the actors, audience, technicians, and for the characters, who are forever stuck in the same stretch of time.
sooooo I’ve been kinda hyperfixating on Star Wars rn..
I grew up watching the movies, like constantly, but I never retained the lore enough to fully grasp it but I LOVE THE FRANCHISE SO MUCH!!! I feel like the homebrew and reality itself is so interesting and the characters are so unique and written so interestingly and I just love it and I’ve been thinking of shifting there for a while but I have NO IDEA how to script this out. I know I should be focusing on my current DR’s but I have zero motivation (thanks ADHD), and I feel like if I get back into the “shifting zone” it’ll help me further, but I don’t know where to begin on anything, backstories, relationships(family/friends/etc), the planets, everything
I wanna go by the OG storyline but I’m also a lil tiny eeny weeny bit obsessed with Kylo(Ben) Ren
🤭🫶
To any Star Wars shifters out there, help a fellow shifter out please 😭🙏
Id really appreciate any knowledge you may have on script suggestions or backstory stuffs!!
anyways time to end my rant, thank you for coming to my TED talk, ¡nos vemos!
"To Peculiar children everywhere. You are not alone"Hi! I'm Echo! An advid member of the MPHFPC fandom and a reality shifter ♾️I am 16 years of age Antishifters please do not interract My interests: singing/guitar/music/mphfpc/shifting/drawing/paranormalactivities/and of course musicals
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