Nero? Pshhh. BorING.

ok for the next few weeks this blog is mostly just going to be me crying and complaining about school

when a month feels both like forever and the blink of an eye

like its ALREADY BEEN A MONTH, but also ...it's only been a month...

i aspire to be like honeybagders

my handssss

my fingertips are like raccoon paws. they are the opposite of pink toe beans. they are stained black by pastels and no matter how hard I try, they always return to their forever crusty animal paw state hhhhhhhhhhhhh

the power went out lmao

so here I am, taking photos with a shitty iPad and electric candles and sliding random color settings around

tired

the can says: for skin contact, wash thoroughly with soap and water blahblahblah

me: I don't FUCKING CARE

*sniffs fingers, which have very much touched the fixative*

i sprayed fixative on my drawing because it kept smudging but now i want to erase something and I canttttt

sadge

tf...

i just realized... its fucking february already

.how. what. when. wtf. why. it should be like. january???? i feel like Christmas break was like a week ago???? but also. it feels like its been 5 months already????

hm

anyway

I CAN HEAR MY BONES CREAKING AND SQUEAKING AS I MOVE