Trying To Navigate Figuring Out What Content Of Wolf I Am And What Breed I Am Mixed With. But It Is Kind

trying to navigate figuring out what content of wolf i am and what breed i am mixed with. but it is kind of triggering to sit down and think about it.

my brain is rejecting the idea that i should associate myself with dogs at all.

even though im sure im a low content wolfdog.

i hope one day i can love my dog side. and not run away from it.

i just dont wanna acknowledge that i am domestic in any way. it feels like its proving those who hurt us right.

like yeah they were right we are just some dog and trying to pretend to be feral at all is foolish.

but I know that i am feral and wild. i may be part dog but my feralness will always be stronger.

for now at least.

just until i can learn to accept that i am also part dog.