Making This Healed Something Deep Within Me I Almost Cried

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bsd s5 spiolers - dazai rant

can we just talk about how fucking proud we should be of dazai?

remembering him several seasons ago in the port mafia where he trusted nobody and couldnt even see himself as human and one of the only people he did trust betrayed him causing the other to die?? (ango betrayed, oda died)

and in season 5 in the prison arc he is putting his trust in so many other people to succeed.

he puts trust in sigma to get the information the agency needs

he puts trust in chuuya to help decieve fyodor and put dazai's plan in motion. he also trusts chuuya to literally hold a fucking gun to his head and SHOOT HIM. hes suicidal but he actually wants to live (ill do a later analysis on that specifically)

he puts trust in the agency to do what they need to on their own. he puts trust in the president, kunikda, atsushi, kenji, and ranpo to deal with everything outside of the prison.

he puts trust in ango DESPITE HIS PAST BETRAYAL

they never would've succeeded if it werent for the joint efforts of everyone involved and for the trust they put in each other; i just feel like dazai's character development and growth in this aspect is overlooked

thank you for reading :3

I have hiccups for no reason help

I HATE HICCUPS

James: Where’s Regulus?

Barty: Don’t worry, I’ll find him

Barty, shouts: Pandora sucks!

Regulus, from a distance: Pandora is the best person ever! Fuck you!

Barty: Found him

Dazai: *Flips a coin* Heads you kiss me, tails we make out.

Chuuya: *Makes coin float away*

Dazai:

Dazai: Alright, we’re fucking.

OH FUCK- WAIT- you know how it could have been Neville to be the chosen one, what if that was because Harry never existed because James went with Regulus and they died together?!?!?

im delusional

does anyone else think dazai wakes up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night to cringe about how he acted at 15

My favorite part of the Song of Achilles:

Achilles: How could Heracles not recognize his wife?

Chiron: That is the nature of madness.

Patroclus’ inner monologue: Sounds like a skill issue. Couldn’t be me. Truly pathetic to be honest. Personally, I would recognize Achilles in the dark, or in disguise. I would know him even in madness. But that’s just me I guess.

If you ask me, I dont think Sirius wanted to be famous or brilliant or feared. He just wanted to be the reason Remus Lupin smiled on bad days.

HOW??

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