~ Be aware this is a SELF SHIPPING ACCOUNT and if your uncomfortable by all means block me or go at your own risk/srs /nm ~ ~ I also have other blogs for other stuff, check em in my pinned post. ~| Call me Alligatia or Gatia! || Demigirlflux Non-binary - They/them/she | | Aroaceflux Bisexual || I am 18 yrs old!! | | I’m Hispanic/Latino, half Cuban and half Uruguayan 🇨🇺🇺🇾 but born in Florida | | I’m also a furry artist and huge non-human lover (including monsters, aliens, and robots) || SFW CONTENT ONLY! | DNI Pro-shitters | I accept Multi-shippers, Self-Shippers, and regular Shippers :3 So like— u got any ships on u?
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TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!! February 3rd :))
Hilariously my birthdayis right next to the love of my life (Whitty) mod birth! Coincidence hehe
Not me having a crush on Cartoon (mainly) and Musical Beetlejuice 💀💀
I thought my fixation on Beetlejuice ended back in 2019 of 8th grade- damnit
I haven’t posted Wizard of Oz Scarecrow stuff in a while now, and this drawing isn’t new as it has been sitting in my drafts for a while, but I’m still very much into Wizard of Oz and my love/crush for him is still strong!!
Here’s just them being a cute lovey dovey with Scarecrow being modest and covering their kiss cause let’s be honest, he would xd
Wanna quickly thank @newt-benjamin for reminding me of my love for Wizard of Oz! Also thank you for the reblogs, I genuinely appreciate you :)) Excuse me if this seems so fast !!
Looking at all this artwork of Injustice Scarecrow that @jonathan-cranes-mistress-of-fear (excuse me if you don’t like being tagged in these kinds of things!!) has reblogged is making me stim on my right leg crazy. Literally thank you.
I fucking love looking at this man so much as I listen to Rufus Rex’s Personal Demons on repeat.
My friend says I need to go back to my cage because of my simping/j
I realized I never once talked about my fankids other then that wattpad book- but yea I have fankids with my f/os!! Heads up, these fankids were ofc both made for fun and for my pure comfort with my f/o. I don’t want any of them to be sexualized or romanticized in ANYWAY.
Strawberry and Orange - Me/Gatia x Whitty
Mango Mearest - Me/Gatia x Girlfriend
Elvira Florillo - Me/Gatia x Jonathan Crane/Scarecrow
Pluto and Celeste - Me/Gatia x Hank J Wimbleton
Naciel - Me/Gatia x Saltbaker
Jackie - Me/Gatia x Wizard of Oz Scarecrow
Bonus grandfankid
Hemlock Florillo - Elvira’s son, specifically in Batman Beyond timeline
I quite literally became a new me in 2023 by finally accepting the fact that I am Aroflux Cupioromantic (still also consider myself panromantic at the same time)
I’m officially an Aceflux Bisexual Aroflux , between Cupioromantic and Panromantic mess. And Nonbinary Demigirlflux. Look mami, I’m a triple flux!
I’m literally a melting pot in romantic identities too goddamn. Happy 2023 y’all.
[REMINDER!! THE ARTWORK IS NOT MINE BUT IS IN FACT MADE BY MY BESTIE SPROUT WHOSE ALSO @rabokki BUT IS INACTIVE IN THAT ACCOUNT]
This is a Christmas gifttrade my friend made for me cause I just love me/Gatia x Whitty sm <33 I will be meeting them for a sleepover tomorrow and will finish their artwork in return.
The prompt is that Gatia and Whitty are out in the cold and Gatia is using Whitty as a heater since ofc and they are just cozy while watching the beautiful snow.
Man this warms me up, and I really need to cause it’s legit so cold here in Florida. The days I crave Florida’s hot af sun.
Yea I understand I haven’t posted Whitty x Me in a while but it’s still very much so alive and well :))
I love your interpretation of him! So based fr.
I feel like Jonathan would grow up to be a psychologist and make his own theories involving fear, he probably does work in Arkham Asylum but not too fond of Huge Strange’s methods (I live for Huge Strange slander)
Hilariously I do have an au where GBG Jonathan isnt a villain but still highly interested in fear.
Off topic of Gotham by Gaslight, I also hc Jonathan as biracial (half white and half native american)
Anyone got any rogues hc for the Gotham by Gaslight universe specifically?
I desperately need to read others view on GNG Jonathan Crane/Scarecrow or even anyone else. I really love that it takes place in the Victorian era and I wanna see how the time-period could affect each others backstories!!
I’m gonna be honest I only saw the movie and not the comics (and only a pic of some of the rogues in there) so I’m unsure what the differences may be and how drastic they are. But anyway is free to tell me what they think!
Anyone got any rogues hc for the Gotham by Gaslight universe specifically?
I desperately need to read others view on GBG Jonathan Crane/Scarecrow or even anyone else. I really love that it takes place in the Victorian era and I wanna see how the time-period could affect each others backstories!!
I’m gonna be honest I only saw the movie and not the comics (and only a pic of some of the rogues in there) so I’m unsure what the differences may be and how drastic they are. But anyway is free to tell me what they think!
Slight TW for dark humor on my own experiences!!
Me: Yea I got hit as a kid and turned out just fine
Jonathan Crane: *who overanalyzed me the moment I opened and closed my mouth* 🤨🤨
Hello all, I try not to ask a lot of people, but my mother and I are once again in a tough spot. Last time I asked for help with our ambulance bill, y’all really pulled through and made it much much MUCH, less of a burden on us.
Right now, my family is down to one car from two that were given to us for free. They weren’t the best, but they got us through a lot and allowed us to get around town, which honestly is all we really needed.
My parents are separated but share this one car, and unfortunately that leads to a lot of unnecessary stress (mom has to take blood pressure medication currently, but is getting better) and complications. My dad, at 75 still works and mom is on a limited income, as am I.
Our car is on it’s last legs, no air or heat, a undercarriage that ruins tires every six months and is too much to fix, and out newest problem is the transmission going out. Currently we can only use certain gears, and not even drive. It barely gets us to the grocery store.
Mom and I would really like to get a “new” used car, but we need some sort of down payment. At the vest least, we’d like to raise 500 usd but 1k would be even better. If you’re interested in supporting me, you can donate to the following (please specify it’s for my mother/car payment)
https://paypal.me/MistressOfFear?locale.x=en_US
https://ko-fi.com/mistressoffear
I can also make you something in exchange for donating! My ko-fi has commissions open, and if you’re an editor I would be happy to upload my resources (comic cut outs) for you to download!
Decided to draw my scarecrow swap version of Gatia (aka where they are basically the Scarecrow in that au) in Gotham by Gaslight.
Basically they are a plague doctor inspired nurse who is very mysterious and menacing. She has a knowledge with chemicals and surgery as a nurse in the Arkham Hospital (still very much an asylum.) Gatia is very tactical and makes thought out moves as she isn’t very physically strong and needs to get away with it. She learned a way to make her own fear toxin that is meant to trick the user into believing it is a pleasant smell.
Gatia is a very reserved and quiet nurse who has no work friends but has a huge crush on the fear psychologist doctor, Jonathan Crane. However she acts obedient and friendly only to get people off her back. She finds flowers and any greenery to be repulsive and enjoys seeing pollution happen due to her trauma involving plants.
While she isn’t canonically non-binary (due to the time period) but is very coded to be as she hates the thought of being called “a Women” or anything along the lines of notifying she is a women. She states that she isn’t just a some women or a looney women killer but fear itself. A phobia.
Since yesterday, I actually decided to look into intrusive thoughts and read about them because as of recently I started to realize I do in fact have intrusive thoughts.
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To give some info, I’ve been undiagnosed for all my life, not because I was tested negative but because I never actually went to the doctor to get diagnosed. And let’s just say I had the hispanic childhood so yea I definitely have a lot of things undiagnosed.
And for the longest time, I tried not to label myself as anything because I thought it was very harmful to just say ‘I have this mental illness’ when I’ve never truly been diagnosed. I thought I would just look like I’m being a pick-me for the longest time.
But since then, I found out that being undiagnosed is completely understandable. And that I know me better then anyone and I’m allowed to analyze myself.
I’ve been seeing a lot of videos on my feed pointing out many of my symptoms and signs that I may have ADHD or more. And hilariously so, most of my friends, who either have been diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, and Autism, have pointed out how I can very much possibly be undiagnosed.
I’m more certain I have undiagnosed Anxiety and ADHD while I’m still unsure about Autism but I need to look more into that.
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Which now brings me to this topic that feels like a nail in the coffin, my unwanted intrusive thoughts.
Obviously I’ve heard of that word due to funny and serious tiktoks but I now found out that is exactly what I’ve been experiencing throughout my WHOLE LIFE. Down to elementary school. And sadly it has only gotten worse as I become a teen.
Whenever I have intrusive thoughts, I always feel disgusted, repulsed, and sickened by the thought of it. I had to live with the guilt that this was me being a sick-minded person and thinking these things were my fault. That it was me being a dirty-minded son of a bitch thinking these things as I constantly tried to push them back.
That was until I found out this was never the case. When I read that article about what intrusive thoughts were and what they weren’t. I cried, I cried in relief and bliss that it was never my fault.
I started looking more into Tiktoks and found that finally being reassured helped me feel so much better. I really needed to know that this was never some fucked up unconscious desires or truth about me but very much the opposite.
I really wanted to talk about this because it had made me feel so much better and just watching those tiktoks make me feel like I wasn’t alone and I cried again.
I know really feel the urge to just have Jonathan reassuring me about my unwanted intrusive thoughts lol.
Vent ends here on a happier note :)
They are a fan of slipknot, icp, voltaire, lady gaga, and Britney spears and more.
Their favorite meat is liver
They are the type of ghost that would be from 2007 screaming “ITS BRITNEY BITCH” at 3 am
Granted, Whitty has actually been my f/o for a year but it’s close to 2 years! And he has been on my side ever since without faltering. Heads up I’m gonna infodump about this!!
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You know those Undertale fans, who as they become older, accidentally get back into the fandom and simp for any of the skeletons all over again and stay there usually fixating on x reader fanfics with any of the sans/papyrus? Yea I was one of them, however what I didn’t know, is that it wasn’t going to last long.
I really thought I was like everyone else and Papyrus was the one for me because for the longest time, whenever I simped for fictional characters, I never actually shipped them with ME/MYSELF even when reading fanfics. The only time that I ever felt that way was with Marvin the Martian or any crushes from around 2017 but that just kinda stopped?? And then whenever I simped for characters it was just putting an oc with them.
Around early 2021, like during online class, I started to ship Papyrus with ocs and then with my selfinserts and then MYSELF like how Alligatia level of myself. I truly thought I loved Papyrus (specifically Swapfell) and then. Oh no, FNF CAME AROUND. I had interacted a few times, later on made my fnf x undertale crossover and then it was finally around the time of the end of the school year that I self shipped with Whitty.
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Look where we are now. I’m now demigirlflux nonbinary and aceflux and have a Whitty plushie.
What I’m saying is Whitty is my biggest comfort character and will always be my top f/o right beside GF who was actually the first FNF character I simped for and loved.
I also made this because of a trend and credit to Taco Meme on YT for that funny ass MMD.
My only known queerplatonic f/o is with Rhythm Girl/Yuka from Rhythm Heaven Fever. I headcanon Yuka as Pansexual Cupioromantic and in a queerplatonic relationship with my self insert Fragaria/Garia (basically a variation of Alligatia whose in the Rhythm Heaven Fever universe)
Holli Would from Cool World is another minor f/o I have self shipping only occasionally and because of this, she is not necessarily considered a top f/o since it’s only those times I do feel like it.
Imma hold off on the Bob Self shipping for now and give my main husbando Whitty some love. And look! It’s our crossover daughter Sari Sumdac from Transformers Animated!!
I felt very motivated by both my love for Sari Sumdac from Transformers Animated and my love for Whitty to draw this without no breaks until I completed the lining. Then took a small break and finish it asap. Took a total of 1 hour and 18 minutes.
Sari Sumdac is literally such an adorable character and I love her and I feel like she would have a fun time with Whitty especially. Boom me and my husband adopts her because we can. They both make me so happy :)
I’m actually really proud of how this turned out fr!!
Reminder Serp is still me ofc
Doodle I made on the 16th after something that really made me feel like shit. I’m keeping it vague on purpose but yea it made me feel ashamed to simp for Bob but I felt much better after I drew Bob comforting me :)
Also yea this is the first doodle I posted that showed Bob’s face but not necessarily the first ever doodle I made of Bob without his mask. The first one is of him shirtless that I made just to show off his chub really.
FUNFACT I FORGOT TO MENTION!!
I basically posted a book on my fankids with my personal f/os if anyone is interested in taking a look! I have more coming soon :))
Also yes I’ve been having a wattpad however I advise you I was very young (and ignorant) so the other books but this one is VERY old and so some things I have written are terrible and very concerning so please forgive me on behalf of that!!
Thanku loves of love, Gatia
I enjoy the babygirlification of Bob lmao.
Anyways here’s another Serp x Bob with Serp being a smug short simp with a huge killer bf.
I also love how I drew Bob because I wanted to sorta combat the fact that people out there draw him skinny and it’s really not that hard to give my mans the fat that belongs to him.
Serp is short like 5’4 (2 inches taller then me irl) and so Bob’s clothes are huge to them. They love big clothes too.
Hey look Serp’s leg reveal/j
Also the new character is basically the same species as Serp and almost like a cousin to them. They might be exclusively in Spooky Month or be a more then once character. I’m debating.
She is basically coral snake inspired girl who is a huge fan of axolotls. She wears headphones due to sensory issues and usually is alone but she does like to hangout wherever she can. Skid and Pump are cool to her.
Sorry if Serp’s hair design is constantly changing I swear I’m satisfied with how it looks here. Because the hair is meant to cover their right eye (which they can’t see shit in) and yea das how it looks.
Serp’s horror movie knowledge has attracted a literal killer, do they have any regrets? Nah. They a weirdo like dat fr. Also Bob is like friend shaped despite literally being the opposite and Serp can’t resist that.
I feel called out fr fr. Listen it just happened— /j
damn the new spooky month episode really did something to the self shipping community
The fact that i did this last year with Whitty when my cargo pants came in!! My cargo pants gave me so much gender euphoria at the time <33
First doodle of Bob x Serp. The actual first sketch I did of them is still in the making. But yea here is Bob Velseb!!
Serp loves to simp for dangerous men whose bigger then them. Bob loves their equally dangerous self yet at first was surprised at how unfazed they were
It may not seem like it but Serp is actually a lot more stronger then Bob and they know how to put up a good fight, so Bob can’t necessarily get rid of em lol Plus their blood tastes kinda gross, he knows from experience.
I need to think more of how their dynamic works but in the meantime here is this
A redesign of TNBA Posion Ivy because I love her and she deserves a better design then her pale white skin and black tinkerbell looking outfit from the series. I’m so sorry thag sounded like I’m trying to insult her I swear I love her and sorta like the series—
In my opinion, TNBA is a big meh to me in terms of artstyle. I get the intention of making it connected to STAS but it doesn’t feel like a continuation of BTAS as it is also intended to be. Some of the designs feel very plain and nothing like the og ones or even staying faithful, sometimes it is fully abandoned. Also the anatomy sometimes looks weird. Okay enough of me ranting about TNBA, nobody needs to know this.
Anyways I love and enjoy the hc of Afro-Indigenous Pamela and interpreted that into my design! She has some greenish freckles to present the chlorophyll in her skin because plant powers. I tried to stay as faithful as possible to the shows artstyle and simplicity but I’m bad at both so bear with me. And made sure to make her distinctive and not give her the same black lipstick every fem character has. I despise that.
Btw this drawing isn’t really new, this post was in my drafts for a while until I was like why not.
Serp is one of my second main self insert that is basically the cooler version of me lmao so I only add them in certain fandoms I adore such as Madness Combat (even tho Gatia is also there), Horror movies, and in this case Spooky Month! (Which Gatia is sometimes in)
Serp (short for Serpente) is this mysterious yet chill fella who is very into horror and any spooky stuff just like Skid and Pump. They usually just chill around wherever and has a huge fondness for the two Halloween loving kids.
While they are very chill, Serp likes to seem unnerving and creepy towards people and make them uncomfortable as a form of defense mechanism. They can indeed fight well which is particularly why they don’t fear that much and loves to walk at night.
Some funfacts:
They are very much so NOT human and is more of a snake-like being however they aren’t hostile and don’t eat humans (even tho they can)
They are nonbinary demigirlflux and go by they/them preferably and only she/her occasionally. And is aceflux bisexual
Their favorite movies consist of Scream, Predator, The Blair Witch Project, and Laid to Rest
They find Devil Guy kinda fine ngl and in general simps for the killers in horror movies
Their can’t see from far away with their right eye and can see much better with their left. Which is why it is covered, this is based on me irl.
If anyone’s wondering, yea it is an actual canon Btas side character who basically was only there to serve Jonathan Crane’s meal in Fear of Victory. However I adore her and therefore made her Gatia’s work bestie.
She doesn’t have a canon name either however I said that she looks like a Gladys and my friend came up with Mallory and we went with that. Gladys fan work as a middle name as well.
Mallory is very grump and very obviously is done with this job at Arkham with every inmate escaping every few seconds. She is a pretty experienced nurse too and isnt really work friends with the rest of the Nurses. When Gatia first joined as a newbie, Mallory didn’t think much of them but then soon grew fond and now they got this older sister and younger siblibg dynamic!!
Also here is the og pic and copy and paste for laughs:
A basically redo of my old ref for Nurse Gatia with it being slightly more accurate since the only evidence of the Arkham Nurse uniforms looking like this from this one side character I love.
Basically to sum it up, Alligatia or Gatia is a nurse at Arkham who is very floral related, they always smell like flowers and even possibly has some plant powers similar to Ivy. Gatia is newbie at Arkham and already they simp for some rogues of Gotham, primarily Jonathan Crane and Pamela Isley. They make sure to be kind, friendly, and fair to the Rogues because what on earth is Arkham treating em like literal animals sometimes. They also are pretty chatty and like to talk about their interestings and sometimes crush on Scarecrow and Poison Ivy.
They are nonbinary demigirlflux (yeah technically it would be Genderqueer at the point in time but eh whatever) and go by they/them primarily and only occasionally she/her. As well as Aceflux Bisexual.
Scenario time based on this one tiktok
Gatia: Dr. Cranee come back to bed!
Jonathan: Not now darling, I’m not done making this new batch of fear toxin
Gatia: FUCK THATS SO HOT
Jonathan: That’s why I do it.