Oof

i feel like all my problems will be fixed by a palaroid camera and a dog

please tell me they will

people don’t understand when i say i love billie eilish, it’s on a much deeper level. like she’s the only person who actually speaks out about things that happen to girls. like there are things she spoke about that i have related to thinking it wasn’t normal and i was the only person. i relate and understand her in so many ways. people just think that i like her because of her music and how beautiful she is, but it’s not only that, she makes me feel seen and loved and cared for when i don’t feel any of those. honestly and genuinely so beyond grateful have her still here, i don’t know what i would do without her. she’s saved me so many time. i love love love her so much.

ill treat this app like my digital diary tbh, nothing more.

and that prob is not even everything💔💔 i think i give off eldest child vibes but im the youngest so that shit makes absolutely no sense 

i do so many things and i just cant be perfect in at least one thing i just spread my energy into everything

i feel so embarrassed and hated wherever i go, i just want to go home. i feel like the second i’m outside alone, everybody is judging me, judging how i look, and every single movement i make no matter what i do.

hey so can we at leas put fucking tws before posting pics of cuts or smth..?

Yeah you could say I’m doing numbers on tumblr. And that numbers? One

bro i swr it’s always so awkward when they say thís 😫

intro(-duction)!!𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི

(finaly doining this)

heyy, im melody, but mostly use mel

my blog is mostly shitpost and reposts. but im writing smth rn and hopefully if it wouldn't be horroble i will post it here

im autistic so it does mean sometimes i misinterprete shit(and also im just dumb ig)

if im writing smth its most likely to be angst(its my coping mechnism okay💔) also ig i'll only write for billie for now(im hyperfixated okay)

hte girl!!

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angst, girls, guitar, piano, writing(song, poem and fic), drawing, blue, arcane, rings, nana, girl in red, ashnikko, dogs, cats, nail polish, dark lipstick, lana del ray, eyelashes after crying, rain, billie eilish, plushies, band aids, cigaretts, reading, cigaretts after sex, lil peep, xxxtentacion, digital camera's, pinterest , spotify, i think you get the point

yay now im finally gonna get some sleep