this is so true
“Choose to see the best in people, but don’t expect them to always be that way. Because we’re human, and we mess up. But still choose to see their best, even when they’re at their worst.”
— Kayil York
drove to portland and back in 2 days
I’m like… 98% dissociation
even happiness exhausts me, i need a cigarette and to die
no matter how hard i scrub i can never get you off of me. you’re touch lingers, it lingers where you tightened your fingers around my wrists and held me down, it lingers in the flesh of my arms and chest that you bit into. i’m reminded every time someone touches me, i have to tell myself that it isn’t you and that im safe now. you changed me, you changed me and i can never be who i was before i knew you. im okay with that now but it still hurts sometimes. did you know what you were doing was bad? do you know how i think of you now? i hope you realise it someday, and i hope i never see you ever again.
i’m back bitches
even the worst things have things to love in them
me when i’m my mothers daughter
me when i’m my fathers daughter…