Bikini Spo

Not my rock bottom era again

when i lose weight and become pretty i would take pictures everyday

Be extra. Enjoy things and show it. Stop apologizing for it.

I lost 8 pounds in one week. i can do it again

i can do it again

i can do it again

I WILL DO IT AGAIN

reblog to lose 8 pounds with me

I saw this skinny girl at the airport and it literally made me wanna die like if I had self control that would’ve already been me

why I want to be skinny:

🍒 so I can wear my hair up and not worry about my side profile

🍒 rings and bracelets looking elegant on my long fingers

🍒 his hand wrapping around my thigh

🍒 not being afraid of the mirror

🍒 being able to post full body pictures of myself on Instagram

🍒 so I don't have to be the funny friend for people to like me

🍒 shopping at cuter stores

🍒 dressing rooms no longer being my biggest fear

🍒 so my mom won't make those backhand compliments

🍒 mini skirts !!!

🍒 clothes will look cuter

🍒 getting a new wardrobe

🍒 wearing silk to bed and looking like a princess

🍒 fitting everywhere more comfortably

🍒 people will like me for more than just my personality

🍒 showering being easier

🍒 compliments

🍒 not being afraid of swimsuits, and falling in love with swimming again

🍒 fitting into his hoodies

🍒 easier to find cute bras and underwear

🍒 not having to wear a bra at all!!!

🍒 oversized sweaters looking cute on me

🍒 laying in bed and not obsessing over my fat

🍒 eating in public

🍒 being able to be picked up

🍒 simple outfits still looking fashionable

🍒 excercise being easier

🍒 not being afraid to run in front of others

🍒 I won't be rated a 3 anymore

🍒 not dreading measurements

🍒 before and after pics

🍒 being my own thinspo

🍒 being the pretty friend

🍒 everything fits nicely

🍒 crop tops and high waisted jeans looking good on me

🍒 not covering my stomach with my hands, a pillow, whatever I'm holding, etc

🍒 being the girl that everyone stares at

🍒 finally feeling happy

🍒 being able to think of something other than how fat I look

🍒 dancing without care

🍒 being able to wear all types of dresses!

🍒 wearing my hair in different ways- with a bandana, half up half down, in braids- and it looking good

🍒 looking down and not getting a double chin

🍒 bending over without getting fat rolls

🍒 understanding what self love is

we can all get there. I believe in us. we can be our best selves. stay safe, lovelies ♡

reasons 2 keep going !!

- you aren’t dainty

- you’re a pig

- no one will love you because you’re a huge whale

- you’re a massive piggy, oink oink !

keep starving babes <3

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I just wish I was dead why me I never asked for any of this. So we’re just here to sufferer and possibly go to a nice after life m. The nightmare of reincarnation and having to do this again is even worse. I hate myself. I hate all the situations I got myself into. It’s my fault I’m fat. It’s my fault that guy came. It’s all my fault.