Me When Looking In The Mirror

Question of the day!

Heya tumblr, I uh, um, have a lill guy for y'all

Here ya go, a lill guy, just a silly, sweet, innocent little friendly guy, would never do anything wrong-

Oh, oh no

You’ve been robbed, fooled, bamboozled

Sorry

Reblog to give a trans woman a warm cup of soup

Cleaned up some of the sketches, enjoy

toxic yuri anxceit sketches

They're not done, but you get the idea

I've had them on my mind for so long I need it out there before I go feral. Enjoy

This is the mother fucker, the little bitch, the pathetic wet cat. I made him yesterday and I love him.

he’s horrible and im spinning him in my head at a 30 degree angle at rapid speeds til he explodes

Tearing him too shreds with my teeth /pos

Hope you enjoy him as well :3

Y'all wanna see the evil gay horse twink doodles I did at school today instead of working cause I was zoning out like crazy?

Bam!! I lied!! It wasn't a question! Y'all want to see him!

This is my new son, he's a loser, a pathetic wet cat, a little fucking bitch who thinks he's better than you, and I love him

So, I decided to improve my costplay a little, try some things out, and take some pictures, just for fun.

I was super happy with how it turned out, loved the outfit, and the makeup turned out really good, got really nice details down. (Individually painted scales and eye creases)

But then i had to get ready for bed before being able to check my pictures, turns out the STUPIDEST FUCKING FEATURE on my phone, an inbuilt filter I thought I had finally turned off last time, strikes again.

I'm so upset, it butchered part of my makeup, and had no fucking clue what to do when my mouth was open. The few good pictures I had are ruined because of it!!

So I think I'm just gonna rot in a hole for now

I'm back in the fucking building again.

and by the building, I mean finishing my drawings on my phone, with my finger, in ibis paint. because I have unresolved issues with my iPad and I'm to scared to work on it.

Anyway, here's cat boy/neko Virgil, cause I'm thinking of old fanfics I read and thinking "I can do better"

(And also spreading propaganda for my "give cat girls/boys more cat looking traits" agenda)

I have a concept of the world and story and such. A quick summary under the cut

for most of the worlds know history nekos been believed to be lesser than humans, and been treated as pets/property. But there's been a lot of push back on that the last decade or so, and recently (like a few years ago) owning/selling nekos has finally become illegal, as they've finally acquired rights. However there still exists a black market for it. And that's where Virgil grew up, until around the start of the story when he finally gets away.

He ends up with the other sides, who've been Champaign for neko rights for years, and are closely connected to nonprofit/organisation who focus on the rehabilitation of nekos and their integration into society. And with their help, throughout the story he has to learn and accept the fact he is a person, and not lesser than, as he's been raised to believe he was. Along with unlearning a lot of other things. and what that means for him. Part of that being learning to walk upright, as he was never allowed to. (Hence the crutches)

And who knows, maybe trouble shows up along the way. Like his ex owners/buyer still looking for him, trying to get him back somehow.

I also have a concept of Janus if I ever get around to drawing him properly.

Anyway, the drawing turned out better than I expected. :)

I think the cheek fluff turned out really cute (I'm a huge believer in cheek fluff) I ended up making it the same colour as the skin, as I thought it just looked cute (reminiscent of peach fuzz :]) I will say the sketch was definitely better on the full body, you could actually see the weight of the pose and stuff (I drew a pretty good body)

Although now I realise why I was originally upset to see procreate only had the smudge tool, and not the blur tool. And that's because the smudge tool on Ibis fucking sucks! I was unable to do my typical shading techniques 😔

Also for those curious, my unresolved issues involve it crashing and permanently loosing 4 months of artwork, and it not restoring any of my artwork (5 years worth) 🙃

Am I really gonna talk about the "hear me out cake" video again? Am i really gonna read too much into it again?

Yes. Yes i am

So as I've mentioned before, Virgil is a tublrina, and I think therefore he would be a really bad judge about what is, and isn't unusual to be attracted to (from my interpretation of the dragon comment)

Now why am I bringing this up? Simple, to answer the burning question on everybody's minds!:

"why didn't Virgil pick X character?"

Now, what do I think the answer is? Can you guess?

It's cause a "hear me out cake" is supposed to feature "hear me out"s (duh) aka, questionable crushes/attractions that you feel like you'd have to defend for people to accept. Not conventionally attractive characters. and I think Virgil would absolutely struggle to know what qualifies.

And I mean, the people people are bringing up, I think it's completely fair Virgil just didn't think they qualified.

Like: mothman? Who doesn't want mothman?!? Jack skellington? That's just a conventionally attractive alt man??

I also think it's worth noting that I think as anxiety, he would absolutely be extra cautious with who he chooses, if he isn't 100% sure, he's not gonna risk it!

And that's the jist of it, I don't remember all his picks as I've only watched it once, so I don't remember if he had any truly basic ones. But if he does, I honestly think it just makes it funnier. Like he thinks mothman is just definitely more universally fuckable

Virgil with zero control over his life X controlling Janus who has to control everything

Virgil kinda finds it comforting, even if it's not healthy at all

Virgil who tends to get really worked up in his head convincing himself no one actually wants him around, so he sneaks away and leaves without saying anything X Janus with really bad abandonment issues, and he'll do anything to make sure he doesn't let him leave him this time