I forgot to mention but your characterisations is great too 👍
Thank you so much! That's very sweet to hear and I appreciate it a lot ( ◜‿◝ )♡
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SHORT LIST, LINKS BELOW: BUMBLEBEE, RISE OF THE BEASTS, TRANSFORMERS PRIME, TRANSFORMERS ANIMATED, TRANSFORMERS ONE
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SHORT LIST, CHARACTERS BELOW: THE SPECTACULAR SPIDER-MAN, ULTIMATE SPIDER-MAN, THE AMAZING SPIDER-MAN, SPIDER-MAN INTO / ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE, MARVELS SPIDER-MAN 1/2 AND MILES MORALES, X-MEN: THE ANIMATED SERIES / X-MEN '97, X-MEN: EVOLUTION, FOX X-MEN MOVIES (All Timelines), WOLVERINE AND THE X-MEN, FANTASTIC FOUR 2005 - 2007, MARVEL RIVALS
Alexander O'Hirn / Rhino
Curtis ' Curt ' Conners / Lizard
Edward ' Eddie ' Charles Allan Brock / Venom
Elizabeth ' Liz ' Allen
Eugene ' Fash ' Thompson / Venom
Felicia Hardy / Black Cat
Flint Marko / Sandman
Gwendolyn ' Gwen ' Stacy
Harold Theopolis ' Harry ' Osborn
Jackson W. Brice / Montana / Shocker
Mark Allan / Molten Man
Mary Jane ' MJ ' Watson
Maxwell ' Max ' Dillon / Electro
Otto Gunther Octavius / Doctor Octopus
Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man
Quentin Beck / Mysterio
Amadeus Cho / Iron Spider
Ava Ayala / White Tiger
Ben Reilly / Scarlet Spider
Daniel Thomas ' Danny ' Rand / Iron Fist
Eugene ' Flash ' Thompson / Agent Venom
Harold Theopolis ' Harry ' Osborn / Patrioteer / Anti-Venom
Lucas ' Luke ' Cage / Power Man
Mary Jane ' MJ ' Watson / Spider-Woman
Miles Gonzalo Morales / Kid Arachnid
Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man
Samuel ' Sam ' Alexander / Nova
Curtis ' Curt ' Conners / Lizard
Gwendolyn ' Gwen ' Stacy
Harold Theopolis ' Harry ' Osborn / Green Goblin
Maxwell ' Max ' Dillon / Electro
Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man
Ben Reilly / Scarlet Spider
Gwendolyn ' Gwen ' Stacy / Ghost-Spider / Spider-Woman
Hobart ' Hobie ' Brown / Spider-Man / Spider-Punk
Jessica Drew / Spider-Woman
Margo Kess / Spiderbyte
Miles Gonzalo Morales / Spider-Man
Miles Gonzalo Morales / The Prowler
Pavitr Prabhakar / Spider-Man India
Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man
Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Noir
Felicia Hardy / Black Cat
Harold Theopolis ' Harry ' Osborn
MacDonald ' Mac ' Gargan / Scorpion
Martin Li / Mister Negative
Mary Jane ' MJ ' Watson
Miles Gonzalo Morales / Spider-Man
Otto Gunther Octavius / Doctor Octopus
Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man
Phin Mason / The Tinkerer
Silver Sablinova / Silver Sable
Yuriko ' Yuri ' Watanabe / Wraith
Anna Marie Darkhölme / Rogue
Henry Phillip ' Hank ' McCoy / Beast
James ' Logan ' Howlett / Weapon X / Wolverine
Jean Elaine Grey / Marvel Girl / Phoenix / Dark Phoenix
Jubilation Lee / Jubilee
Kevin Sydney / Morph
Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler
Lucas Bishop
Madelyne Pryor / The Goblin Queen
Max Eisenhardt / Erik Magnus Lehnsherr / Magneto
Ororo Munroe / Storm
Pietro Django Maximoff / Quicksilver
Piotr ' Peter ' Nikolayevich Rasputin / Colossus
Raven Darkhölme / Raven
Remy Etienne LeBeau / Gambit
Roberto ' Bobby ' Da Costa / Sunspot
Scott Summers / Cyclops
Wanda Django Maximoff / Scarlet Witch
Alexander Summers / Alexander Masters / Havok
Amara Juliana Olivians Aquilla / Alison Crestmere / Magma
Anna Marie Darkhölme / Rogue
Danielle ' Dani ' Moonstar / Psyche / Mirage
Evan Daniels / Spyke
Frederick J. ' Fred ' Dukes
Henry Phillip ' Hank ' McCoy / Beast
James ' Logan ' Howlett / Weapon X / Wolverine
James Arthur Madrox / Multiple
Jean Elaine Grey / Marvel Girl / Phoenix / Dark Phoenix
Jubilation ' Jubilee ' Lee
Katherine Anne ' Kitty ' Pryde / Shadowcat
Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler
Lance Alvers / Avalanche
Ororo Munroe / Storm
Pietro Django Maximoff / Quicksilver
Piotr ' Peter ' Nikolayevich Rasputin / Colossus
Rahne Sinclair / Wolfsbane
Raven Darkhölme / Mystique
Ray Carter / Berserker
Remy Etienne LeBeau / Gambit
Robert Louis ' Bobby ' Drake / Iceman
Roberto ' Bobby ' Da Costa / Sunspot
Samuel Zachary Guthrie / Cannonball
Scott Summers / Cyclops
St. John Allerdyce / Pyro
Tabitha Smith / Boom Boom
Todd Tolansky / Toad
Wanda Django Maximoff / Scarlet Witch
Warren Kenneth Worthington III / Angel
X-23
Alexander Summers / Alexander Masters / Havok
Anna Marie D'Ancanto / Rogue
Charles Francis Xavier / Professor X
Henry Phillip ' Hank ' McCoy / Beast
James ' Logan ' Howlett / Weapon X / Wolverine
Jean Elaine Grey / Marvel Girl / Phoenix / Dark Phoenix
Jubilation ' Jubilee ' Lee
Katherine Anne ' Kitty ' Pryde / Shadowcat
Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler
Max Eisenhardt / Erik Magnus Lehnsherr / Magneto
Ororo Munroe / Storm
Peter Django Maximoff / Quicksilver
Raven Darkhölme / Mystique
Remy Etienne LeBeau / Gambit
Robert Louis ' Bobby ' Drake / Iceman
Roberto ' Bobby ' Da Costa / Sunspot
Scott Summers / Cyclops
Sean Cassidy / Banshee
St. John Allerdyce / Pyro
Warren Kenneth Worthington III / Angel
Anna Marie Darkhölme / Rogue
Emma Grace Frost / White Queen
Henry Phillip ' Hank ' McCoy / Beast
James ' Logan ' Howlett / Weapon X / Wolverine
Jean Elaine Grey / Marvel Girl / Phoenix / Dark Phoenix
Jonathon Silvercloud / Forge
Jubilation ' Jubilee ' Lee
Julian Keller / Hellion
Katherine Anne ' Kitty ' Pryde / Shadowcat
Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler
Laura Kinney / X-23 / Wolverine
Lorna Sally Dane / Polaris
Mortimer Toynbee / Toad
Neena Thurman / Domino
Ororo Munroe / Storm
Pietro Django Maximoff / Quicksilver
Piotr ' Peter ' Nikolayevich Rasputin / Colossus
Raven Darkhölme / Mystique
Remy Etienne LeBeau / Gambit
Robert Louis ' Bobby ' Drake / Iceman
Sarah Rushman / Marrow
Scott Summers / Cyclops
Wanda Django Maximoff / Scarlet Witch
Warren Kenneth Worthington III / Angel
Ben Grimm / The Thing
Johnny Storm / The Human Torch
Richard Reeds / Mister Fantastic
Susan Storm / The Invisible Woman
Adam Warlock
T'Challa / Black Panther
Natalia 'Natasha' Romanova / Black Widow
Steven 'Steve' Rogers / Captain America
Tyrone 'Ty' Johnson / Cloak
Tandy Bowen / Dagger
Stephen Strange / Doctor Strange
Groot
Clinton 'Clint' Barton / Hawkeye
Hela
Robert Bruce Banner
Hulk
Lin Lie / Iron Fist
Anthony 'Tony' Stark / Iron Man
Loki Laufeyson
Seol Hee / Luna Snow
Illyana Rasputina / Magik
Max Eisenhardt / Erik Lehnsherr / Magneto
Mantis
Marc Spector / Moon Knight
Steven Grant / Moon Knight
Jake Lockley / Moon Knight
Namor McKenzie
Peni Parker
Sai / Psylocke
Rocket Raccoon
Wanda Django Maximoff / Scarlet Witch
Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man
Doreen Green / Squirrel Girl
Peter Jason Quill / Star-Lord
Ororo Munroe / Storm
Francis 'Frank' Castle / The Punisher
Thor Odinson
Edward 'Edide' Brock
Venom
James Buchanan 'Bucky' Barnes / Winter Soldier
James Howlett / Logan / Wolverine
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For pride part two electric boogaloo -
(credit isn't needed but is appreciated!!)
Image ID, also in alt text - James Tiberius Kirk played by William Shatner with the bisexual flag, first as a background then overlayed on top of him, transgender flag, first as a background then overlayed on top of him, and the Gilbert Baker pride flag, first as a background then overlayed on top of him.
HEYYYYY.. so like ive become a recent angst addict and like. . Bucky x reader angst?? Maybe they're recently engaged and reader is unsure because of things like not being included in a lot of pivotal moments in his life and that he looks at natalia just a little too long for readers liking?? And just this big dialogue of them two arguing.. and NO comfort at the end, make that shit HURT. He's begging, sobbing and like hiccuping on his knees it's that bad, reader is crying too, but they hand bucky the ring
Man idk i just need more gut wrenching angst rn it evokes such a mmmmmm emotion
NOTES
I'm literally awful at writing angst and relationships are hard to understand, especially when it comes to jealousy and all that, and I guess both Bucky and Reader are meant to be in the wrong for this one? I don't know, I find his character hard, so... (・_・;)
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The moment that your heart felt so warm and happy tears fell from your eyes finds itself in your brain whenever you laid eyes on him, and it always used to beat so hard every morning after morning that it almost felt like a regular side effect of waking up. It doesn't feel like that anymore, no. But even then, the moment he knelt down on one knee and popped open that ring box replays in your mind every morning, every evening, every night. Ever since it happened, it's been all you could think about.
That's why it became so noticeable when those happy, excited feelings began to sour and churn inside of you, when that warmth burned into a deep, aching jealousy that consumed every single happy memory of yours together. Now, you can't feel happy when you look at him. Because you hardly ever look at him.
You understand he has duties, responsibilities, and he can't just drop them for you at a lazy request, but his actions don't exactly speak 'loyal future husband' to you. The constant missions, which you swear were never this bad, the fact he always spends his time around Natasha, his gaze warm and his tone friendly, it makes you so, so unnecessarily angry. Instead of fluttering butterflies in your stomach, all you find yourself feeling is a pain in your palm from clenching your fist too hard.
Far louder, far more aggressive even, than usual, you tap your foot against the ground. Sat on the couch, your shared couch, from your shared apartment, you feel like a stranger to Bucky. Because he, your soon to be husband, isn't home at the right time. Again.
The paranoia about what could even be happening drives you crazy, your eyes flicking between the clock on the wall, ticking, ticking, always ticking, and the door that never seems to open without your interference. It's never him coming home if you're not there to open the door for him first, only him leaving for days, weeks, months on end.
Doesn't the thought of leaving you eat him up inside of you, too? Doesn't the thought of you all alone make him want to take a damn break, for once? To just lay down, to feel your skin against his, however damn rough and weathered it may be. Or, are you the one in the wrong? The paranoid spouse? The jealous spouse? Overthinking every interaction with any friends he may have, overthinking every second he isn't in your arms?
Maybe you are.
But maybe Bucky isn't the one for you, not if the promise of commitment and marriage won't make him sit next to you for dinner for longer than a week at a time.
When you hear those heavy boots, that weathered sigh, you know that he's home. In a weird way, it makes you feel comfortable, it makes your body relax slightly, but your mind is still racing, even if that itch for him to be in your presence is satiated. Then comes the soft jingling of metal as he slides the apartment key in, turning it right and creaking the door open.
Bucky always looks slightly uncomfortable, and you suppose he has a reason to, even without the trauma of H.Y.D.R.A, he's grown older, he's been through more eras than any human should, and he'll always feel out of place. His shaggy hair falls in front of his face, his tired eyes downcast until they flick up, noticing you. For a moment, for a swift, fleeting moment, you think he looks almost happy.
"You're up late." Bucky comments lightly, his throat rasped as he turns his back to you to shut the door and lock it, pocketing the key afterwards.
"You're out late." You mutter, words almost somber, far meeker than you had meant for them to come out, hardly audible to you over the sound of your racing heartbeat. Is this the day you do it? The day you confront him? You shouldn't be so nervous then. You should be firm in your decision.
In response he lets out a heavy sigh, his back turned to you, his shoulders rising and falling. He knows where this is going. This conversation has happened before, after all. The late night arguments over Natasha, the glares when she calls to inform him of a mission, the unbridled fury you feel whenever she steps foot in your house, it's never been resolved. Only silenced.
"I was on a mission." Bucky says, looking back at you, the mask he wears hiding half of his face, but you know that he's frowning, the slight furrow in his brows gives that way. "I told you about it."
"You told me it would be quick." You firmly say, leaning back on the couch and crossing your arms. He was with Natasha. The beautiful, strong, intelligent woman who you can't help but envy. He was with her. Not you. All night.
"You can't plan these things." He snaps back, turning around fully and taking steps towards you, crossing his own arms. For a moment, you think he'll actually argue back, give a full defense, but instead his eyes soften and he motions towards your phone sat idly on the coffee table. "Are we getting takeout tonight?"
"Are you kidding?" You huff, a smile of disbelief growing on your lips, your nose scrunching as a snarl threatens to unveil itself. "You were out all night with her and you're asking about takeout?"
Immediately, Bucky gives you a look. It's not cold, it's not anger, no, it's more so just disappointment. The two of you have had conversations about this before, what couple hasn't? He spends time with a woman who has fiery red hair and a body to die for, what person wouldn't get jealous? Bucky's always assured you that him and Natasha have never and will never be together, that he doesn't love her, but you're having second thoughts.
"I thought we settled this..." He gruffly murmurs, his brows furrowing as his hand comes up to his nose, pinching the bridge.
"Well, clearly we didn't!" You rise from the couch, planting your feet into the hard wood of your apartment floor, your hands resting on your hips. "I've already had dinner, considering that it's almost one in the morning." Every word is accentuated, pointed, driving home your ever building fury, brows furrowed as your lips curl. It's not his fault, it's not his fault, you're sick of saying that to yourself. Bucky needs to hear what you have to say. "That nice chicken you like? I made it for you tonight, I thought we could've had a date, but instead you spent almost twice as long as you said you would."
Almost yelling now, your voice rising, your face veins burning, he still looks tired. He doesn't look guilty, he doesn't even look sorry. "It's in the microwave." You add, hoping to try and get him to just feel something, to say something.
"I'm sorry, I'm busy, I know. I'm not here as often as I'd- as you'd like, but you knew what you were getting into when we started this relationship. I told you-" Bucky begins, his arm falling to his side as his brown eyes flick up to meet yours, those soft, aching eyes you've always loved to stare into. Today, looking at his eyes just makes you feel sick. Every word, every excuse, it makes your head spin, your hands trembling.
"You didn't tell me you'd spend all day around her and leave me alone!" You blurt out loudly, your voice breaking from the sheer emotion. "You said you'd be busy with work, not with Natasha!"
Bucky's face twists slightly, taken aback at your accusation of cheating. Even if it's not outright, it's pretty obvious what your words mean, and he isn't angry, no, he seems almost like he pities you. The thought only enrages you more. "It's not like that, she's helped me through a lot-"
"And I haven't?" You hiss, his heavy boots thump against the floor as he takes a step closer to you.
"You're not even letting me speak." He sighs, holding out a hand, a peace offering, something you can choose to take.
You don't.
Instead, your own hand comes crashing down onto his, slapping it away.
"So speak. Defend yourself." You cross your arms, winding them tightly around your body as if a shield against anything he could say or do, any protests, any promises, any lies. They won't get to you. Not today. It only takes a moment for you to grow impatient. "Go on!"
Bucky closes his eyes for a moment, sucking in a deep breath before he even thinks of speaking, his voice quieter, more hushed. It's as if he's telling you a secret. "In this business, you don't know when your closest allies will die. It's best to either not get attached, or to make damn sure you spend as much time as possible with them. We're not together, we don't have feelings for one another, we never will. Natasha is an ally, a trusted one, but she'll never be you."
His words are almost enough to comfort you. Almost. Fury still burns bright, and you can't help but pick apart every single vowel that tumbles out of his mouth. "She'll never be me but you spend all of your time with her? None with me?" You scoff, shaking your head sharply. "Maybe you'd be better off with Natasha. She's clearly doing something I'm not to make you care about her."
Your words seem to ignite something in Bucky, his eyes sharpening slightly. "I do care about you". He firmly spits out, clenching his metal fist. "Don't try to say I haven't done everything I can for you."
"You evidently haven't!" You throw your hands up in the air exasperatedly, your breaths coming out in short huffs as you try to collect yourself. But, it's impossible when he's standing here, trying to act like he's completely innocent.
Confidence hits you like a semi-truck, and you find yourself finally putting your foot down. "You know what, I can't do this. Get out."
"Excuse me?" He grunts, taken aback.
"You heard me. This is my apartment, I just let you move in. You have the avengers, just go to them." Every word is said like a simple suggestion, almost like you're an amused colleague giving work advice, not a scorned spouse.
"No, you're not kicking me out just because you want to avoid-"
"Get out!" With a sudden burst of energy, you slam both hands forward, trying to push him out of your apartment. It doesn't get him far, and he primarily stumbles from the shock that you'd even push him in the first place, but he realises quickly that you're serious. Dead serious. "Just leave!" And to prove that you are, you do the unthinkable. Fingers grasping the wedding ring around your finger, you slip it off and throw it full force at his chest. It bounces pathetically to the floor.
Bucky seems to be frozen for a moment, his eyes desperate, then cold, then afraid, then angry, then... Hopeless. He seems stuck, alone, unsure, and it takes the clattering of metal for him to be thrust out of that state of mind. "You know what." He mutters, voice a low croak. "Fine." His own hand reaches for his keys, evidently not around the ring on his finger, and he turns around sharply, shoving the key in and twisting it with so much force that you're surprised it doesn't break in two. "I know where I'm not wanted." With one last thump of his boots, the keys land sharply on the ground and the door is slammed shut.
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Hiiii omg!!! Who is your favorite Star Trek character??😝😝😝
So far I think my favourite is Kira Nerys from Deep Space 9. I haven't watched the show yet since I'm watching everything in chronological order, but I've seen as many clips as YouTube has to offer and read as much as I can on her! But in TOS, what I'm watching right now, I think McCoy is my favourite!
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Calvin ' Freckle ' McMurray
Dorian ' Zib ' Zibowski
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Roark ' Rocky ' Rickaby
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