Why Can’t I Lose Weight As Fast As James Charles Can Lose Subscribers

Sigh.

I'm putting this here because my therapist said I should. Am stressed. I failed the bar in February and as a result, I lost my job. I've been trying to study and I have a job lined up to start in August (I was supposed to start a while ago but I was so incredibly ill, we had to push it back).

As of right now, I'm officially out of money. Bills are still coming in and I had to spend a bit on meds when I was So Fucking Ill the last few weeks. I wasn't able to do as much work on art and furniture flipping as I'd have liked. When I try, I tend to overwork myself and relapse into The Sickness.

So uh.

Therapist said I should give you guys my kofi link. I feel dumb asking, but if you like me or my writing and want me to continue having things like internet and running water..bbbbuy me a coffee? Is that the line?

Not at all required, I love you all.

I'm just struggling right now and just need to make it by until the job starts in August.

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you have been visited by the seven magic dragon balls your biggest wish will be granted but only if you reblog

I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh

I do not know what I’m having anxiety for. I shouldn’t worry about the future when I literally have 3 years of high school left.

Reblog to see a lower number on the scale next morning. 🦋

Y’all I think my mental health is getting....

WORSE

Bet you didn’t see that one coming LMAO DJFPENEWPAWLUS 🤡🤡🤡🤯🥺💥🍆👸🏾😱🥰👾💀🤖🙈🙉🙊🐒 🤡🤡🤡

Some of you bitches need to get your own personality instead of copying mine it’s getting fucking annoying

If I weigh myself in the morning and I’ve gained weight I’m actually going to lose my fucking shit.

pls reblog if you are an active ed blog july 7

Bitches be having 3 panic attacks in a row. It’s me I’m bitches like literally