I’ve Been In “recovery”for Maybe A Week Or Two And I’ve Lost A Pound. I’m Low Key Happy Because

Sigh.

I'm putting this here because my therapist said I should. Am stressed. I failed the bar in February and as a result, I lost my job. I've been trying to study and I have a job lined up to start in August (I was supposed to start a while ago but I was so incredibly ill, we had to push it back).

As of right now, I'm officially out of money. Bills are still coming in and I had to spend a bit on meds when I was So Fucking Ill the last few weeks. I wasn't able to do as much work on art and furniture flipping as I'd have liked. When I try, I tend to overwork myself and relapse into The Sickness.

So uh.

Therapist said I should give you guys my kofi link. I feel dumb asking, but if you like me or my writing and want me to continue having things like internet and running water..bbbbuy me a coffee? Is that the line?

Not at all required, I love you all.

I'm just struggling right now and just need to make it by until the job starts in August.

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Can someone tell me it’s ok that I typed the wrong federalist paper number on my AP gov exam cause I’m bout to cry cry.

Skinny girl food/drink

Foods:

Salad (no dressing) (30kcal)

Broccoli (around 35kcal/100g)

Cauliflower (25kcal/100g)

Tomatoes (22kcal/avarage tomatoe)

Zucchini (16kcal/100g)

Strawberries (4 kcal each)

Berries (33 kcal/100g)

Carrots (44kcal/100g)

White rice (134kcal/100g)

Grapes (69kcal/100g)

Sweet pepper (20kcal/100g)

Sweet corn (84kcal/100g)

Apple (72kcal/ avarage apple)

Drinks:

Water and tea. Helps losing weight and makes you feel full.

Stay safe🖤

Reblog to lose 20 pounds this month

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Stop asking me what the scale says.

My calorie limit is supposed to be 337 but I ate chick fil a today and that’s over 1000 calories. Plus I’ve been to lazy to work out and now I gotta go extra hard tomorrow and all next week to make up for what I today. Plus tomorrow is my last day of school which means 3 months of working my ass off

don’t ever feel bad for asking me to tag a trigger

i do not care what the trigger is

i will tag it for you

you have legitimate reasons to be triggered by it

and i am not one to question those reasons

so just send me an ask

anonymous if you’re scared

and i will tag it all the time in future

your wellbeing is worth twenty extra seconds of my time at least

The 3d thinks it’s funny and kekeing. I manifest that I won the lottery and I did…. I just won a free ticket. Ah hahaha.

pls reblog if you are an active ed blog july 7