Can someone tell me it’s ok that I typed the wrong federalist paper number on my AP gov exam cause I’m bout to cry cry.
Reblog the pumpkin king and you’ll lose 5 pounds this week
(just do it)
I’m craving for the outfits that I’ll wear.
I’m craving for the days that nobody won’t be able to make fun of me, or ignore me.
I’m craving for being the skinniest, smartest girl in the room.
I’m craving for being the first option for guys.
I’m craving for not to smell like garbage when I’m sweating.
I’m craving for jealous looks and words.
I’m craving for not to feel like a worthless whale.
I’m craving for being capable to wear anything and still look cute.
I’m craving for not to wear tons of makeup to not feel shit, to go outside with bare face without any doubt.
I’m craving for to look at my old photos with anybody in the future and hear them saying ‘You are so pretty!’
I’m craving for being the center of attention.
I’m craving for to eat something and not see the pitying eyes.
I’m craving for not to go shopping without thinking like ‘Would this fit me?’
I’m craving for not to being the fat girl with an eating disorder.
I’m craving for not seeing the pity eyes when someone sees me drinking or eating something ‘diet’ or 'light’. (like diet coke or black coffee)
I’m craving for being an inspiration or others.
I’m craving for not to feel like a whore when I feel kinda horny.
I’m craving for the shocked eyes when people see me after a long time.
I’m craving for waking up, drinking my black coffee and feel like a fairy.
I’m craving for not to feel like a disco ball when I’m dancing.
I’m craving for looking good in anything I do.
I’m craving for being fully energetic without all that unnecessary ugly fat.
I’m craving for to not feeling guilty for existing.
I’m craving for being full of confident when I’m walking down the streets.
I’m craving for being a real life thinspiration.
I’m craving for hearing these words 'Wow, you got so skinny!’
Feel free to add..
i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls
Something happening I’ve been hating myself a lot more than usually lately and it’s kind of sad kind of fun kind of scared but it’s all good in the hood.
Maybe some of you are like me and didn't exactly know what you wanted in life but you knew you weren't happy at all and you just wanted everything to change. So a little quirk I have is that I gain a new hyperfixation on something wither it's a song or a game and I can create a whole story revolving around that specific thing if that makes any sense what so ever.
So I think I want to start this series where if you feel stuck in life and you don't know what you want but you want a change this series could open your eyes to your desired life/situations and include affirmations connected to the scenario. For example when a song create a new scenario in my head I would write it out and also list some affirmations.
ALSO this is inspired by @valleyhiraeth because a lot of my ideas come from me listening to music at 3am and just thinking about LOA and how it all connects. So big shoutout to her for inspiring me to start this series. I don't think this is a great explanation at all but it'll make more sense as I post.
I’m terrified of death so it’s sad when I would rather die than be alive at the moment.
Is it intrusive thoughts or do I actually want to kill this bitch? Yea no it’s both.
Sorry hoes hate me cause i'm the it girl i never asked to be the shit girl.
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