The Fact That I Found Even More To Hate About Myself Today Is Amazing!

The fact that I found even more to hate about myself today is amazing!

I honestly and truthfully hate myself.

My hair:

I’m black and I get perms and I really wanna go natural. Told my mom and she told me that if u were to go natural all I would do was get made fun of. My relaxed hair grows so fucking slow and turns nappy really quick so when I get sew-ins you can tell the difference and I already get made fun of for that plus my fave is already fat and the only thing that makes it look slightly better is my hair. Yikes

My body:

I’m fat. I have scars everywhere. My thighs look like drum sticks. I have hip dips and that plus the way I already look makes me go from a 1 to a -12. I have stretch marks literally make me look so fucking disgusting and I have so many that I know that none of them are going away even when I lose weight. SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS MY FINGERS ARE EVEN A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT. my fingers couldn’t be fucking normal and straight and have of them if curved. My fucking nails are just annoying. My sister lifted my shirt and goes oh I thought ur stomach plugged out a lot more than that.

My skin:

My pores are fucking huge. Every time I shave you can see the pores in my leg from a mile away and it looks like a have a fucking disease, I have bad hygiene and I don’t take care of my skin and it’s fucking disgusting.

My face:

My acne is so bad. My hyperpigmentation has literally ruined any confidence I had left. My teeth are ducked up and the adults in my fucking house hold refuse to get me a dentist appointment.my nose literally is a pig nose which makes it SOOOOO much better bc I am a fucking pigs. My eyes are this dull dark brown. Not that beautiful hazel color that everyone loves it just plain and fucking boring.

There is nothing for anyone to love about me. There’s nothing for me to love about my self.

Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys

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future-cutie

5 years ago

I want grapes something that’s low In calories but noo ALL WE CAN FUCKING HAVE IN THIS HOUSE IS JUNK FOOD AND HUESS WHAT IM ABOUT TO EAT ALL OF IT BC I HAVE NO FUCKING SELF CONTR

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future-cutie

5 years ago

I’ve been in “recovery”for maybe a week or two and I’ve lost a pound. I’m low key happy because even tho I’ve been eating shit min stop at least I lost some weight.

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future-cutie

3 years ago

I won the lottery. I do not care I’m winning the lottery and quitting my job and about to treat myself because I deserve it. Like i just know I won the fucking lottery no if and or buts cause I’m over my stupid ass job. I’m gonna reblog this Tuesday night when it gets released with the proof that I won the lottery. IM FUCKING RICH AND AND HAVE MILLIONS OF DOLLARS BECAUSE I SAID SO. Purr…

Ignore this. I’m just using my anger to persists my money affirmations.

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future-cutie

5 years ago

Reblog to reach your UGW in 2019

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future-cutie

5 years ago