Latest Posts by genderschmender - Page 4

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

me: you literally have a disorder. this is symptoms

me: no perhaps my soul is rotten

Hey can we have sex (no penetration, no oral, I just beat you up)

i don’t feel like there’s really any true “me” under all of the masks i’ve made to cope with my bpd and autism…. i did that to appear normal and to make myself likable but i’ve never known who i was outside of my interests…

Reblog if u constantly feel like a burden

yeah well. I'll jump off that bridge when I come to it.

anyone wanna take me out back and shoot me like an old dog

I like to daydream that I matter to someone

i bring a certain “i have violent thoughts and anger issues” vibe that other people really don’t like and refuse to understand

“Fatherless behavior” stop giving my DAD credit for all the work my MOM put into making me a terrible person!! Stop erasing women in history!!

Tapping the sign.

my fun-loving morbid personality

it's funny how little things make me violently upset and angry