I Don't Need To Think Of This, I Don't Need To

idk if anyone else will get this but you know how like the ppl who like gay stuff are in the fandom for the gay stuff I'll be dead ass the whole reason why I got into aftg was because of something I saw I can't rember on what but it was talking about how neil and andrew understood each on another level as well as another post talking about the violence and I was there like "oh the violence is gonna great oif yellow are praising the angst" but then when I first listened to the books I was like how are ppl just summing this up as a lovge story keep in mind this was back prior covid so like 2018-2019 time period like I didn't go into these books for love stuff I went in for the pain and what I also got was two people understanding eachother fully and ii will be dead ass after my first listen to the first two books so like before I even got to the throw one I was like oh shit they really understand each other like the whole twin flame type shit was going in my head and then I get to the third book and I was like wellll that romance just slapped me in the face and then I relistend to the first two books and I was like oh never mind I'm just dumb as fuck (and aroace but I didn't know it at the time so I never really pick up on romance plots) and like i just took it the first time and I still do more as a series of understanding and healing and coming to terms with shitty dealt cards plus a lot of other things the sport aspect came second to me like I love exy don't get me wrong I would love it to be real to play but I loved the understanding all the characters had for certain people you know

SNIPPIT 1 FOR UHHH the fic that has no name the full chapter 1 isn't written yet I just wanted to get the snippit out

so the snippit is basically when neil has the racquet slammed into his gut its not all that good written as its a snippit for a reason so enjoy:

Elio had his ear pressed to the bathroom/stall door hearing the locker room door get pushed open hoping it was his mommy and not anymore of the people who were already in the outside room, he didn’t hear the other give the signal to come out of hiding but worry was gnawing at his gut rubbing at his arm faster.

The boy was snapped out of his worry at the sound of someone hitting the floor and the sound of a gruff mans voice chastising someone, Elio pushed open the bathroom/stall door rushing around the corner slightly seeing Neil on the ground trying to take gasps of air, he seemed to have not noticed that Elio had came out from where he was hiding until the toddler{small boy} had rushed to grab onto one of his arms causing the short blonde to pause at what he was saying “well that’s interesting.” the blonde had mentioned a strange smile on his face. “Anyways if he was nice coach he wouldn’t be any use to us, would he?”

Elio noticed that his mommy had put a arm around his middle the boy didn’t share the same care for exy as Neil did having no interest in the sport other than watching the older one play and seem more alive.

I don't know if the bathrooms/stalls in the Millport locker were stalls in a room with a door or just stalls so uhh yeah

bambam be the coolest ever

why do you keep posting 😒

I live for twinyard angst man, it was really good to read :]

hey do you ever wonder if sometime during his degree aaron took a class about drugs and drug addictions and found out that quitting cold the way he did from the amount of drugs he was on could've killed him. do you ever wonder if andrew knew. do you ever wonder if there's a different timeline where aaron didn't survive the bathroom

it's so hard doing both at the same time like if my brain didn't ny me to write then it shouldn't be creative

like it's also really fun as well cuz I could just make the cats the cats in canon or I can make one of the cats a cat and have the other be my own oc who's Neil's kid so like wooo more elio content yay, (I gotta figure out how to draw princess dresses now god dammit the hyperfixtion is real) thinking about favourite media and making it aftg au is just life at this point like what if princess charm school was an aftg au like what if

also when I do make it a wip (if I do, I got a whole ass fic to title and start writing) I will a 100% tag you for it.

guys guys so like silly thought but au idea so we all know barbie as the princess and the pauper right so there's two ways this au can go

obviously we have the most common that everyone thinks this au could go with Erika being Andrew and Anneliese being Aaron, which would most likely have Julian bing Katelyn and then Dominick being Neil and obviously Anneliese's mother being Nicky instead of tilda and madame carp being idk someone (idk if cass would make sense for that) don't ask me about the cats the cats could very much just be the cats in the movie just changed for the au obviously Bertie would obviously be Renee, nick and nack could be uhh raven players ig, now preminger who to have him be idk riko but that wouldn't make any sense so

the second way this au could go is Erika being Neil and Anneliese being Katelyn yes playing into the massive headcanon that she and he look alike, and I was thinking what if I was to elio be in this au and then it hit me Wolfie could be elio like instead of him being a cat he could be elio (still Neil's kid cuz oh well fuck the movie canon) Dominick would obviously be Andrew and Julian would be Aaron, the Queen would be Katlyns mother, I'm gonna have Bertie be Allison or heck maybe even seth

do you guys see where I'm going with this, like idk if this like all the other royal au things but like it'd be fun as hell to write

insert me playing the audio books instead of actually getting the kindle I have all the books on to read them because I cba to on 2x speed anyways.

WELCOME TO CASEY HART INFO TIME!!! WOOO!

so caseys story happens like after tkm probably like late 2007 early 2008, he is about 9-11 years old so he was roughly born in 97-98 due to him being born in mid november, uhhh timeline shit but oh well.

casey was an only kid but he did have an older cousin, casey's home life wasn't the best (cuz yk fox and all) uhhh other stuff ummm, right why casey ran intl the foxes and what state was he in to the point it worried probably a few of them, the state our little casey was in was bad, he had bruises,blood stains this is because of something I am withholding cuz I'm a bitch and I don't give away all my secrets.

that's it for the small info for now

it's the best thing about having ocs tho you just get to brainstorm little silly ideas for them

having OC’s is crazy for real because no one else gives a fuck meanwhile you’ll be at the function thinking about them (guys who are not real) like

me doing duolingo spanish I'm doing good guys I swear

Barbie as The Princess and the Pauper AU but make it Twinyards