Me When I Say It'll All Be Out By Friday Uhhh So It's Now 12 Minutes Into Saturday Uhhh I Swear It Will

it's was just a bunch of a crickets just hearing ppl breath fr

Thinking about how Andrew choked Kevin when he realised Neil was missing.

Andrew who would kill anyone who looked at Kevin the wrong way. Andrew who would stab whomever if it meant Kevin was safe. Andrew who saw a broken raven and said I’ll protect you and meant it and kept that promise like his life depended on it.

Andrew who nearly killed Allison because of a promise. Andrew who would’ve never talked to Neil again because of a promise.

Yet when there was ambulances and injured foxes and you were amazing before Neil’s gear with his phone, with a 0 on screen and a Baltimore caller ID, Andrew turned on Kevin.

Can you imagine being the other foxes and watching that happen? Knowing what Andrew would do to them for so much as breathing at Kevin in the wrong direction, now Neil was missing and Andrew was hurting Kevin and something is happening here.

Andrew and Kevin don’t have the luxury of a second language to talk to each other in, either. Whereas secrets were usually shared in French and German so the others couldn’t understand, now there’s nothing to hide behind, and Andrew doesn’t care either. Where is Neil, who is he, who’s taken him, is he safe? Is he alive?

Then picture being Kevin, knowing Andrew, knowing what this means, that Neil is more important to Andrew than he is now, so much so that he would hurt him for Neil. Not only does he know that; but he knows there’s a good chance that Neil is dead. If it’s his father, it’s not the Moriyama’s; he is the butchers son, after all, and the butcher was never keen to spare a life.

So the foxes know nothing and everything at the same time on that bus journey out to wait for his return. They know they’re hurt, that something is very wrong. They know Kevin has bruises around his neck, and Andrew can’t look him in the eye. They think they understand now why Neil got everything he asked for from Andrew; and Andrew thinks he might never see him again.

I’d say it was the quietest bus journey of their lives.

I DONT NEES TO THINK ABOUT THIS IT MAKES IT WORSE

when in just a man in epic odysseus like hesitates and cradles astyanax he was most likely thinking of telemachus because odysseus hasn't seen him since he was a baby LIKE THE WAY THE FATHER AND SON PAIRS PARALE EACH OTHER like odysseus doesn't get to see his son grow up any older then before he left but then gets to see his son as an adult while Hector gets to cherish and watch his son age but doesn't get to see him being an adult and Hector and his son reunite in death while odysseus and his son reunite in life

GIYS WHO WHEN ODYSSEUS DROPS ASTYANAX (I CANT SOELL HIS NAME) THE BABY FOESNT CRY BC

IN BOOK 6(?) (HECTOR RETURNS TO TROY) HE PLAYS WITH ASTYANAX HE THROWS HIM UP AND DOWN SO ASTYANAC ISNT SCARED OF HEIGHTS BC HE THINKD HECTORS GONNA CATCH HIM WASAAAAAAAAA

SO ASTYANAX GETS SCARED OF HECTOR WHEN HE WEARS HIS HELMET AND ASTYAMAX PROBABLY ONLY EVER SAW HELMEYS WHRN IT WAS HECTOR SO HE THIBKS ODYSSEUS IS HECTOR

IM SOBBING

alright guys uhhh so small like announcement thingy ig about a kit among foxes I will probably start work on the first chapter later on today or Friday and or on Sunday (I do other things Saturday so) but I will try and do some one-shots of things even if they are a lose au I have in my head because when I Nedd to write what's in my head I need a write what's in my head ill be so fr the first thing I write may either be canon to a kit among foxes and its on short elios birth or I'll an au that I have where elio was born much later and so for that au everything stays the same until neils time in the nest and tkm so yeah may not write that but oh well

ONE THING THAT I DO WANNA WRITE THO

is essentially a small au series of it neil had given elio up into stutarts custody but neil still stayed on the run essentially the premises for this au came from the fact I was just like I could make so many aus of if Mary died when neil was 14 instead of when she did die so yay

Aaron would probably be so glad but also like imagine the heartbreak that man would have felt for his brother

can you imagine if aaron and katelyn fostered though

I still find it so bizarre that the driver (he was a truck driver right) was just like "oh you doing (he did it was a school project on truck drivers right) notes on this" and just let this feral looking kid in his vehicle and like he hitchhiked the entire way back like boi I don't think you should be doing that if you don't wanna get caught

sketch dump from one of my favorite moments :> ✨

((done listening to this ))

me but its always the baltimore scene via the audio books cuz gotta love the angst for comfort

This is very me coded fam.

this is such a great motivator to read tsc honestly

hello, i made a quiz!

reblog w the song lyrics in your head NOW. either stuck in yr head or what yr listening to

OMG YESSS

can you imagine if aaron and katelyn fostered though

so update on the drawing of said aftg kid oc with no name at the moment uhhh I gave up I re like outlined it I think I'll get back to sketching and drawing it all tomorrow because I'm 2 fucking tired for that shit.

uhh also low-key do kinda have a small bit of info of said kid so yeah I can give that 2 you all, should probably clarify that uhhh how do I word this uhh the kid goes through it before meeting the foxes, he meets them like while all the og foxes are still in uni/college (it was a uni right??)

also Kevin does like place a exy stick into this kids hands about a week or two of staying with abby while at the court and the kids reaction to this like full blown reaction is "this isn't a guitar, you made it seem like it was a guitar." Kevin is just like mind blown, insulted because the kid compared a damn exy racquet to a guitar, the boy love music stuff and his dad had an acoustic guitar so like father like son ig.