Zedaph: "Only A Little Bit Of Pain, But The Pleasure You Receive From Sticky Kicky Is Well Worth It If

I just noticed how similar Mumbo from Hermitcraft and Harvey from Stardew Valley are and now i can't unsee it

Is this anything

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Scar: "I only have ONE single diamond to my name-"

SCAR? SIR?? YOUR STARTED THE EPISODE INFRONT OF AN ORE MOUNTAIN WITH DOZENS, NO, HUNDREDS OF DIAMONDS, WHAT DO YOU MEANNN-

Im absolutely baffled. This man is really going mining AGAIN? AFTER BUILDING THAT GIANT MOUNTAIN?

AUTISTIC ZEDEX SUPREMACY!!!!

Specifically:

1. Ex with evil autism /hj aka, resting bitch face bc he doesn't know how to do expressions properly, no empathy/ability to put oneself in another person's shoes, has rlyyy frequent meltdowns which basically look like anger outbursts, doesn't understand hierarchy or social norms (bc he only knows evil >:D)

And thus Ex can come of as rly mean and disrespectful

2. Zed with crazy scientist autism /hj aka, masks a LOT so he started observing ppls behaviors from a rlyyy young age + has autism made him feel alienated from other ppl and a bit nonhuman/different + really intense spin in psychology = he sees all human beings as his test subjects :3333 (season 8 zed my beloved <2222)

Zed's really high masking, but despite his efforts he doesn't understand social norms fully, so he still shows the wrong reactions to things sometimes. For example, he rants a lot about his spins n doesn't realize when ppl get bored of it, he misunderstands sarcadm, he has overly exaggerated expressions, etc.

And thus Zed like a rly excited and passionate, but also incredibly weird and lowkey menacing/off putting scientist.

The big differences between them is that Zed rly loves socializing (even tho he rly struggles with it) and ex hates it. Zed is constantly ranting about his spins (mainly psychology or engineering) meanwhile ex just stares at people menacingly bc he doesn't wanna talk to them.

They also have p diff coping mechanisms:

Zed is, as mentioned, high masking and uses his spins to cope. (cause psychology lets him understand ppl better and thus mask better)

Meanwhile Ex has been alienated and misunderstood his whole life and never rly managed to mask properly. Instead he internalized the abelism he faced and leaned into the whole 'evil' persona

[context: i have autism and im projecting onto zed and ex]

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LMFAO WHY DOES THE NEWEST GUESS THE BUILD EPISODE HAVE SO MUCH JOELCEST???

he is my dress up doll

I see a lot of people joking about the adhd thing of "I have a appointment/phone call at 3pm, guess I won't do anything all day!"

But no one seems to make the connection that it's a time blindness thing. One of the symptoms of ADHD is not having a good and accurate sense of time. And not doing stuff prior to an event with a hard deadline is an obvious coping mechanism for that.

Can I go to the store? It's 10am and the appointment is at 3pm. How long does going to the store take? An hour? Three hours? Five hours? I DON'T KNOW!

I get anxious trying to do things before appointments because I'm aware that I don't know how long those things take, and that if I think I do, I may be very wrong. Too often I've been like "hey I can walk to the corner store and grab a drink, that'll take like 15 minutes!" and then an hour later I get back and whoops my rice has burnt.

Plus there's also the fact that ADHD people know that motivation and focus is a two-edged sword.

Like, let's say you decide to play a video game. You've got time, you can pause/save whenever, so this should be a perfect fit to make good use of your waiting-time. So you start playing and WHOOPS you get really focused for some reason today (because people with ADHD do not get to pick when their brain decides to focus) and the next time you look at the clock it's 2:49 and you haven't showered or dressed and the appointment is 30 minutes away. Fuck. (you could have set an alarm, but now you're asking people with the forgetting-things-and-time-ignoring condition to remember it set alarms)

And with motivation, it can be almost worse. Instead of playing a game, you so something useful or creative. You clean your room or fix your plumbing or write a story or draw a picture. And suddenly it's great. Your brain is firing on all cylinders. You've got all the motivation you can ask for, and you are FLYING. the ideas are brilliant, your hands are nimble, you're getting stuff done you've been putting off for weeks or months. And then the alarm goes off. Time to go to your appointment. Fuck.

You drive there, your brain still full of ideas and plans. But by the time you get back, the motivation is gone. You may still have the ideas but you don't have the drive to write them down. You can't force yourself to do it. Your sink is still in pieces. Your room is half-cleaned, and you have to shove all the sorted clothes into one big bin just so you have somewhere to sleep. You've left things half finished again, in a cycle that has been repeating your whole fucking life. It seems sometimes that nothing ever gets finished.

So next time you don't even start. There's not time. You've been burnt too many times. Why add another half-completed project to your pile of shame?

My point is that people seem to be going "lol I can't do anything all day if I have an appointment at 3pm" like this is a quirky "oh I'm so scatterbrained!" weirdness they alone have, and not a major complication of a disabling mental illness.

(and that's not even getting into the secondary effects. If you know that having an appointment ruins your whole damn day, you're going to avoid them. Even when it's things like "going to that party" or "meeting your friends for a drink/game" or "going to a movie with that cute girl from your math class". Things you should enjoy. Things that'd help you be social. Things that make you feel human.)

[Day 11]: Pearlescentmoon

Look at me actually doing lineart and not just using a cleaned up sketch LMFAO

Im using this challenge as an opportunity to experiment w/ my artstyle a bit, especially w/ digital art since I usually draw traditional art, so let me now how u like this :D

(Hermit art rqs open!!!)

OKAY I GET IT, XISUMA IS A FURRY LMFAO-

WHY DOES HERMITCRAFT JUST HAVE A FURRY CLUB??? AND WHY DID XISUMA OF ALL PEOPLE START IT??

WHY DO THEY HAVE HORNS OF THEMSELVES HOWLING-

????

Alr my evil x hyperfixation is getting out of control. Time to spam my tumblr with evil x content.