Harridansibyl - Harridan

Moon #4805

Luna #4805

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Willi Geiger Sankt Sebastian

Oil on canvas, 122 x 100 cm, 1914

It's not your fault that you're struggling so much. A lot of circumstances are not in our control. If you keep running into roadblocks or experiencing limitations, it's not you.

“you can’t heal in the same environment that made you sick”

i didn’t get this until someone put it into words. i’d never understand why i always felt better when i locked myself alone in my room rather than spending time with my toxic family. i never understood why i was bubbly and outgoing when i was with my friends but my energy was immediately drained the second i got home. i didn’t understand why regardless of the effort i put into healing i would keep getting triggered by people in my family. i never understood it until i read that sentence and it all just clicked. i can’t heal in an environment where the people are benefiting from my suffering. where the people don’t want to change the behaviour which affects me negatively.

12th housers whenever they finally look themselves in the mirror