Just finished watching burn the stage and let me just tell you that I love jimin so immensely. He has such a special place in my heart and i hurts me seeing him go through hardships, but I understand where he is coming from. I think one of the reasons why I bias/love Jimin is because I see a lot of him in myself and vice versa. When it comes to my work I down play it so much. I used to say that I’m not that good. And I still struggle with that. I know Jimin knows that he’s an amazing artist. It’s just when you notice the small mistakes in your own work it almost ruins the work itself. A single mistake to some people is ok, but for people like Jimin and I it’s almost enough to throw everything away
Because this explains so much.
I literally feel sick from crying so much.
When you don’t want to do something, like you don’t want to go out or don’t want to research colleges or apply for another job, people tend to think you’re just lazy. They just don’t realize that it’s your anxiety speaking and that it’s driving you crazy.
I can’t deal with my family anymore, they complain that I sit in my room and not talk to them enough and when I do, every single time without fail it ends in a argument leaving me feeling even more drained and done. Then they still wonder why I’m like this.
you can still radiate light if you’re sad. you can still be kind and soft-hearted if you’re a bit cynical. you don’t need to be the happiest person to make someone else’s day better.
They are the most wonderful people to your eyes and seeing them sad, anxious, stressed out, powerless and disappointed because of your behaviour, makes everything even worse.
“i walk into the world with a smile to show it’s my greatest mask always hiding behind a laugh but when the conversation turns too close to home i end up empty, hollow afraid that people will know how i feel and who i am”
— t.m.
i hate when people misunderstand my shyness for unfriendliness like no!!! i actually like you! i’m just a piece of shit that can’t communicate
does anyone else constantly get the feeling that you’re running out of time?? and for no reason!! i could be lying in bed in the middle of summer vacation and my mind is like “hurry up!!! before it’s too late!!!” and i’m just like “hurry up and do what?? leave me alone wtf!!!”