Here and now, forever.
finished my brocedes piece at last!!
Listen, I love that Hua Cheng is revered as such a terrifying dude when this man is an 800-year-old virgin who named himself Flower, uses butterflies of all things to fight with, carries around an umbrella his crush gave him that one time, has his crush’s name tattooed on his damn arm, and made rain an important part of his character all because it was so Pivotal to Xie Lian’s downfall and rebirth. He gave no fucks. He’s in love with his gege, and everyone should know it.
together, we do the same thing again //
is tumblr a good place to share poetry? i would share some but im generally self conscious about them and also kinda scared of plagiarism.
hoping insomnia doesn't embrace me tonight as well! <3
it ruins me that there is a growing trend for people to talk about brocedes like it is nico who moved on and lewis who stayed. like one grew up, and the other didn't. the truth is they are both still in it, both undone by it, just in ways that are opposite.
one of them is loud about it. gets a job where he knows the other one will be. haunts the commentary box. doesn't pay attention to any other driver but the one who matters. the other is quiet about it. he slips through their history, eyes lowered, not pretending, not denying; just quietly living with it, in the ghost of it, rarely speaking its name.
neither of them moved on. they just learned different ways to stay.
i fear this is me
Do y'all ever read a fic so good that it makes you want to elevate your own craft and also befriend the writer? It's almost like, "Hi! You write so well that you've inspired me to embark on a creative training arc. Also, can I yell about the character in your dms because you get it?"
fine I'll read qjj again 🫠
official qiang jin jiu (ballad of sword and wine) book illustrations
青春真っ只中!! はじける最強な笑顔!!
in the midst of their youth!! the bursting smiles of the strongest!!