I Need Time

I love talking nonsense with you and I hope that we can talk nonsense with each other for the rest of our lives.

Escape from the black cloud that surrounds you. Then you will see your own light as radiant as the full moon. ❤☆҉☆҉❤☆҉☆҉ ❤☆҉☆҉❤ ✻.ღ.*.Rumi.*.ღ.✻   ƬĤΛИҠ Y♡Ʊ F♡Ŕ ßƐĪИƓ  

“Don’t say maybe if you want to say no.”

— Paulo Coelho

Every time I consume caffeine

Anxiety kicks in

Now,

Coffee makes me scared of the impending attack

In my life,till now..i always wanted to walk up to the stage and receive some reward(certificates) like all my friends who did in the highschool.

Whenever I see them walking up to the stege and receiving those certificates,i think "one day i also want to have that moment". And it did really happen yesterday, I received two certificates for my wonderful performance in the college culturals.

Finally ,i walked up to the stage,lil shivering plus excitement..o went near the teacher and tada..

I posed for the photo with a certificate in my hand🔥

I should say that I AM PROUD OF MYSELF now

"You are not the only person who gets hurt ,left out , lonely or fucked up" - Dhoti

(A universal truth)

Now I realize, it isn't a bad trait of me! Its something of my own,that marks my identity. I am sorry if I had been hard on you, I can't change. So decision is yours to whether stay or move on😊. I should be fine with anything . But I will definitely miss it.

Its such a difficult time when you realize one of your bad trait and you can't do anything about it.. Not even redumption.. All u can do is.. avoid ppl whom you hurted so that your bad trait won't hurt anyone else again...

Help yourself and others from agony

#helpyourselfrompain

Maybe thts y I'm attracted to emotionally unavailable men

abandonment issues make you crave the chase. you wanna feel fought for as if it proves someone’s care for you. and if they don’t chase, you tell yourself it wasn’t real, they left you anyway.. even if you’re the one who pushed or left. it’s a unhealthy cycle to break for sure.

1. developing your own passions, hobbies, and goals

2. If you’re feeling insecure or needing reassurance, communicate it calmly and constructively rather than seeking constant validation.

3. respect your personal boundaries. Boundaries protect your individuality

4. nurture relationships outside of your romantic one.

5. your worth isn’t dependent on your relationship status.

6. Each time you do something independently or handle an insecurity well, acknowledge it

7. Relationships take time to grow. Instead of trying to rush things, enjoy the journey, trust your connection

8. knowing your value make you less likely to seek constant validation.

If you feel secure with who you are, you won’t need to rely on the relationship for your sense of worth