“if ever you were in the vicinity of a loner, you might believe there is tranquillity in solitude, but if ever you were a loner, you know solitude is an escape from the pandemonium in a world that never could hear you screaming.”
— Ekta Somera
If it's okay to not be okay , then it's also okay to not be okay without any reason
“It’s so hard to leave- until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.”
— John Green; Paper Towns
World with genders, create division
Well the question is "why are you sad when you get home??"
People say, stop thinking about things that pains you. It's your time at home with your parents, enjoy , have fun, spend time with them.
Well I am sorry , I tried but I can't. I ain't that person even after several trials. I am not trying anymore .
I am home. In my space where I can breathe , I can talk without people judging me. I am alone with my vulnerable self. I am sad, trying to feel my pain.
I am feeling things deeply. If I am going through something that is uncomfortable or painful or hard, I am allowing myself to dive into those emotions or allow myself to numb them. I don't wanna kill my pain through television or spending time with friends or Instagram. I chose not to protect myself from pain because it demands to be felt . Pain demands to be felt . Coz I feel it will show up in other ways if I do not deal with it now.
“People don’t believe what you tell them. They rarely believe what you show them. They often believe what their friends tell them. They always believe what they tell themselves.”
— Seth Godin
“look for friendships and relationships that actually makes you grow, look for bright people, positive people, supportive people, you don’t need any toxic shit in your life.”
— Unknown
TAKE ME HOME
Sometimes I feel alone..even if people i care and care me back are around me..
You feel like .. there's actually no bond..but sometimes u feel there is.
This is the case for everyone too..
No one is really friendly and attached with thier one ..
Everything is just a part 7 stages..
People are acting inorder to live..
There is no passionate love between souls...
No one feels right..
We all are different in our own ways..
We are the actors of the universe..
Who is portraying a fake message to others.
“There are two types of people you will meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe unfold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.”
— Unknown
"The unknown is always more fascinating than the known."
-Pallace of illusion