So, What I'm Doing Is Actually Dealing With Pain Or Hardship Or Change. I Don't Wanna Run From This Feeling.

“I missed you until I realized there was never really anything to miss but the peace I felt before I knew you.”

— Unknown

I am attractive when I am with people and i am often looked down by me when I am alone .

Why is it like that?

Mental pleasure >>>

Sexual pleasure>>>

The effect of automating an old task or mastering a new skill can be even greater. the more tasks you can handle without thinking, the more your brain is free to focus and other areas.

“I want to write, but more than that, I want to bring out all kinds of things that lie buried deep in my heart.”

— Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl

I'm not really looking to be loved nor to feel how it feels to fall in love

Words that I feel now

Suffocating : inside the four closed walls of my room

Thirsty : highly dehydrated

Perplexed : my feelings

Neutral : tragic or sad?

Comfortable : my room

Tensed : impending jobs

Worried : regretting it later

Excited : hopeful for the future

Pain : Empathizing

Heartbeats : fusion of neutral thoughts

“People start to heal the moment they feel heard.”

— Cheryl Richardson

“—I want to change: I want to stop fear’s subtle / guidance of my life—”

— Frank Bidart, from Half-light: Collected Poems; “California Plush” (via luthienne)