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Can I just runaway from all these drama
I hate it here
I am not happy here
I am constantly forced to feel guilty and bad
Ik I'm not that
Ik that I'm good
People love me and valued me
Not any more
I don't wanna hangout with them
It was all my fault
We can't be the same
I can nvr be the old
It's okay
It happens in a friendship
Why does all my friendships had to end this way.
Happiness is so limited
The old talks and fun stuffs
I'm gonna miss it
Coz the next time
I won't be a part of any
Maybe I can learn to be alone.
Maybe I can value myself
Maybe I can be self dependent
“Don’t hold on to someone who’s leaving, otherwise you won’t meet the one who’s coming.”
— Carl Gustav Jung
Thus is something I am longing to hear
Read what you are genuinely drawn to, and don't be afraid to challenge yourself.
You may find when you get into a book that it's not what you thought it would be, or it is hard to understand, or that you don't find it interesting. Just put it down, and move on to the next one, and don't feel discouraged. Books will wait for you to rediscover them when you're ready for them. Some books will never resonate with you, and that's okay
"Weep day and night, until your eyes dry out .
Use all the tears of your life so that they don't distract you again"
-Kunti
With Love, I part ways
My love for you, was as gentle as wind
The wind that breezed across thy face once
Ne'er failed to bring thee a slight glee
You seem'd to enjoy, and assure thine love was true
Which I blame myself as I mistook
You mad'st me believe the enjoyment as love
I trusted it more than my soul
Breaking it, seem'd like a merry chore to you
But for me, it was my oxygen
A reason to live and breathe
Parting from thee felt like a rock lifted off my chest
A heavy block that hindered to inhale the goodness
You wert the block in my life
I devour thee and hence I shall let thee go
I find myself caught in destructive patterns of thinking.
I'm afraid for myself
Never play safe. You only got one life. Take it as far as u can take it
Mental pleasure >>>
Sexual pleasure>>>
“There are two types of people you will meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe unfold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.”
— Unknown