“It Had Been A Long Day, And I Don’t Mind Saying That I Cried A Little Bit. There Is Nothing Wrong

There are a few moments where I spend time with myself.. when my thoughts take over there is some heavy feeling in my chest, I become an unknown person, I feel like staying in isolation and breaking things and scream out loud...since I'm unable to do all those.. I scream without a voice and hands began to crawl over my face , I act like a mentally ill person , I feel like scratching my face, hitting myself, I just feel like destroying everything, my hands and legs crumbles and most of the time I scratch my face , I cry quietly. What is happening with me

Every time I consume caffeine

Anxiety kicks in

Now,

Coffee makes me scared of the impending attack

The day I met you , i wasn't sure you were the one for me . Unexpected meets always end up till death. I adore the way this is working. Until this day you are the only secret in my life. I know that we feel for eachother alot that even moonlight can't get in our way. It's been 4 years ❤️.

“Breathe in experience, breathe out poetry.”

— Muriel Rukeyser

“Everybody isn’t going to love you. Most people don’t even love themselves.”

— Unknown

Words that I feel now

Suffocating : inside the four closed walls of my room

Thirsty : highly dehydrated

Perplexed : my feelings

Neutral : tragic or sad?

Comfortable : my room

Tensed : impending jobs

Worried : regretting it later

Excited : hopeful for the future

Pain : Empathizing

Heartbeats : fusion of neutral thoughts

And tht became a biggest problems of mine

I talk too much when I like someone.

As cringey as it fucking sounds, i wish I could erase everyone’s memories of me, no one would know me