I'm Not Okay But You Are So It's Okay.

I wonder what it would feel like to not be sad all the time. To believe in yourself. To trust people when they say they care about you. To reply with something other than "Fine" when people ask you how you’re doing. To wake up in the morning and not have your first thought be "I don’t want to do this anymore"

//Å.G.P.//

Yeah, stars can’t shine without darkness. But what do you do when even the stars start to fade away?

}Å.G.P.{

Isn’t it funny how close we used to be. I used to be your first choice… But somewhere along the line, you stopped feeling the same way about me that I will always feel about you.

Things Change #5

You think that everyone is important, but for some reason you don’t think that applies to you.

It does. I promise. // Å.G.P.

Maybe you wonder why. But mostly.. You try not to think about it.

Short film "ReMoved" by Nathanael Matanick

If I were to stop talking.. would anyone even notice?

I Doubt It. // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig

That moment when you’re sitting in class and trying to pay attention, but eventually you just give up because all you can think about are the memories. The memories that you made with meaningless people back when you were naive and oblivious to how easily they could shatter your glass heart. But you’re stronger now because you’ve finally rebuilt it. This time out of solid steel instead of the fragile glass you used the first time. But there is one big flaw in fixing a broken heart… The memories will never disappear. Your brain will never let you out of the prison you created. There is no way to escape… So you continue sit in class and try to pay attention, but it will never work because all you can think about are the memories.

Å.G.P.

I wonder what it would feel like to not be sad all the time. To believe in yourself. To trust people when they say they care about you. To reply with something other than “Fine” when people ask you how you’re doing. To wake up in the morning and not have your first thought be “I don’t want to do this anymore”

//Å.G.P.// (via idoubtanyonecares)

i posted this almost a year and a half ago. things have gotten so much better than they were back then. i know that many of the people who read this felt the same way i did at the time due to the amount of notes it has. i hope that some of them/you are also doing better now. even if it's not by much.

I know what it feels like now.

It seemed like it was always night time and nightmares and never morning.

Short film "ReMoved" by Nathanael Matanick

And once again I find myself in class, writing sad quotes instead of doing my work.

The Quiet Girl In The Back // Å.G.P.