Went Out To Run Some Errands To Stop Thinking About Jerejean For A Bit Because The Amount Of Feelings

what I need desperately rn to feel good again is a book-accurate film adaptation of the Howl Series

once again, i'm thinking about jeremy moreau

jeremy happy and settled in a loving life with jean. casual touches and lingering, savored kisses. favorite mugs and perfect morning coffee. dogs always around their feet in the kitchen, cuddled up with them on the couch for exy match viewings and afternoon naps in bed. the ease with which jeremy laces his fingers with jean's on a hike, walking off the court, between their chairs at dinner with rhemann and adi. putting on each other's sunscreen at the beach, jean’s hyperfocused on not missing any spots. jeremy fondly booping jean's nose before a quick kiss, amused by how seriously jean takes the task. soft murmurs of french to each other in a crowded room. under jeremy's breath as he meticulously frames a shot of jean's latest divine meal. hot and heavy devotions only the other will ever hear. full body leans in the booth of their favorite diner with cat, laila, and cody sitting across from them. the quiet assuredness of routine, a warmth-filled home, a ceaseless vibrant love with mutual reciprocation

the absolute certainty of jeremy moreau's genuine, heartbreakingly beautiful smile for the life he's so grateful for and for finally believing he deserves it

treating tumblr like a diary again sue me:

I'm currently reading a fic where Aaron is written like an almost perfect mirror of myself and when I tell you I did NOT need to get called out like that--- also if you'd've told me 2025 would be the year I start shipping kevaaron and randomly get (back) into a Hozier phase because of none other but Aaron Minyard I would have probably scoffed at that

I just know Nicky would unironically call borderline everyone Maus in German like if someone gets particularly nasty bruises or sprains from Exy he'd go "oh nein du arme Maus" or he'd look at pics of jerejean when they finally get together and go "aww guckt euch die beiden an, einfach Mäuse, die zwei" (he thinks the same about andrew and neil but wouldn't say it to their face because he values his skin in its unpunctured state thank you very much)

rip nicky hemmick you would have loved eurovision

I love that Neil's tendency for drama got him as far as having his own category of cw in this fandom lol

saw this meme and knew I had to make an aftg version

the og meme was about the trojan war which I hope Kevin would've found as funny as I had

ok i'll try treating tumblr like my personal diary again:

a couple days ago i accidentally spiralled back into an unhealthy obsession with the aftg series which was so random but it's about four years after i've read the og trilogy for the first time and imagine my reaction when i found out there's a sequel about my favourite character like hello??????? i haven't slept properly since monday but now i've read all five existing books and how to survive until the release of the sixth one is beyond my comprehension i fear

anyway i forgot how aftg makes my mental health state ten times better and hundred times worse at the same time wtf is this piece of literature

I fear the characters in this au are the most biblically accurate aftg characters I've ever encountered

pt.74!! <pt.73

pop culture infiltrating the socmed because i wholeheartedly believe dan and neil would be cooking that up. ft twinyards texts because i do believe andrew just sends him bullshit like a cat bonking its face on you then running away when you go to say hi

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so i was rereading aftg this week and since i had read it for the first time lots has changed including the fact my german has become really good (i'm afraid of the word fluent like i can't seriously be that vain yk) and since i've lived in germany for the last three years i was kinda automatically translating all of andrew's group's conversations in my head as i was reading i guess i wanted to experience the plot with how they could've potentially sound and now i'm wondering how many people were doing the same as they read it