Guess He'll Just Have To Surpass That Amount Of Kisses By Kissing Jeremy Himself 😌

this is so neil josten coded

is every second song ever written really about jean moreau or do I just have a very specific taste in music

@iwannascreameurekaa there you go <3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/54425275/chapters/137867464 (in case sth is wrong with the link: That's the Kind of Love I've Been Dreaming Of by OfficialStarsandGutters)

this is such a comfort fic for me now and it made me a (kev)aaron stan

(I'm so normal about it) (so normal)

treating tumblr like a diary again sue me:

I'm currently reading a fic where Aaron is written like an almost perfect mirror of myself and when I tell you I did NOT need to get called out like that--- also if you'd've told me 2025 would be the year I start shipping kevaaron and randomly get (back) into a Hozier phase because of none other but Aaron Minyard I would have probably scoffed at that

no i'm not crying just sitting in the corner thinking of Nicky Hemmick becoming a literal fucking single parent to two teenagers who cannot even be fully described as traumatised because that word does not convey the sheer amount of hell they went through in their short lives while himself being barely an adult with laaaayers of trauma and guilt voluntarily leaving the only human with whom he ever felt safe and loved and truly happy for the uncertainty and the pain of a longe distance relationship knowing he wouldn't even get the acknowledgement for everything he sacrificed because aaron and andrew were not in the mental space for that--

yesterday I saw a fanart of tipsy Cat singing Chiquitita by ABBA to Jean (the art was by gremlinn_ddraws on ig) and I can't stop thinking about how perfectly this song fits him I fear I just cannot bring myself to not see the perfect representation of Jean's path

'You're enchained by your own sorrow/ In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow'

'Now I see you've broken a feather' Jean never escaping the bird references huh

'You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end' I sure hope it will

'But the sun is still in the sky and shinin' above you' what is it if not Jeremy and the Trojans in Jean's life

i hate hyperfixations they r so draining like I'm supposed to be applying to universities not getting dizzy because of fictional traumatised stickball players in love who took permanent residence in my brain

so i was rereading aftg this week and since i had read it for the first time lots has changed including the fact my german has become really good (i'm afraid of the word fluent like i can't seriously be that vain yk) and since i've lived in germany for the last three years i was kinda automatically translating all of andrew's group's conversations in my head as i was reading i guess i wanted to experience the plot with how they could've potentially sound and now i'm wondering how many people were doing the same as they read it

I love that Neil's tendency for drama got him as far as having his own category of cw in this fandom lol

'grumpy x sunshine' but it's a shakespearean level of poetic christian bisexual drama queen biker fresh out of a cult who is good at cooking and gardening and a love starved fake blond recovered drug addict with zero self appreciation skills and a penchant for adopting strays who is also a bad driver

something something declan lynch kevin day