I B Staring At Your Pictures When We Ain’t Talking

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

Vent since I'm pissed

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My one friend is pissing me off so bad she told me something and I said ok and then said "don't go telling anyone I know you like to do that" and all I think is how she told me a week ago that are whole friendship was built off her using me for homework and I'm the backstaber. Like I feel like she's a bad friend cause she made me so upset I relapsed and I can't even say anything cause she will make it about herself and I know she will cause when I told her I self harm the next day she came to school waving her arm in my face showing me her cuts like were twins now and it makes me feel like I'm the asshole for self harming in the first place.

If anyone actually read this thank you for listening and if you have any advice please share if you want I honestly don't no what to do

it’s not obsession if you were made for me. call it… divine alignment.

Do you think of me as often as I think of you?

"What's wrong?" Everything. Everything is wrong.