My Dumbass Really Thought Today Was Gonna Be A Good Day

🥱I dreamt😴 about 📚book shopping 🛍 today. 😓At least😩 it wasn’t 📄homework/college🏫 related this time 🕐 lol 😝

Me: Study for the big test that will literally determine if you pass or not

Inner me: Get high

What I want to say every time I see my relatives: Milord, Milady, THE FAVORITE, little shitletts.

1 and 1/2 years clean……..

1 AnD 1/2 yEaRs ClEaN………….

1 AND 1/2 YEARS FUCKING CLEAN……………..

CAN YOU BELIEVE I DIDN’T CUT MYSELF FOR 1 AND 1/2 FUCKING YEARS AFTER ALL THIS FUCKIN THERAPY AND ALL THESE FUCKING MEDS THE MINUTE ME AND MY PARENTS START FIGHTING IT ALL GOES TO SHIT………….FUCK

What are we to cats?

Gods?

Aliens?

Just people?

My first Furby and new addition to the family

EDEN

Eden was made by Louie inc. on Mercari.

So, I have another addiction. I buy more books than I can read. I JUST BOUGHT ANOTHER ONE! There’s an actual fucking PILE of books in my office that hasn’t gone down! I’m FUCKED you guys, I’M FUCKED.

I forgot how much of Monster Musume is just ass and titties.

I would definitely try to kill myself before school; if that didn’t work I’d just slap on a bandaid and get on the bus like nothing happened.

I can’t believe my pornstash costs/will cost me $176.40