BITTERSWEET CONTENT!!! GRAAHHH!!

some valentines stuff I did ^_^ (yeah, they're all bittersweet , so what.)

she's so cute omg my girl,,,

also her askblog!! > @bitterbetterchallenges

Another take on the TF2 Clone Theory:

Continuation to this.

When I was talking to people about the clone theory, they were always asking me about who were originals and who were clones. I didn't understand why that matters; they're all same people with the same memories of their pre-service past, right?

What I didn't understand is that people had entirely different take on how clones are made than I do. I've never even thought about the fetus tubes until someone specifically pointed out that scene in Emesis Blue... (I also didn't know cloning was a real life thing?? Not just sci-fi trope??)

So yeah I've always thought cloning was instant because it would also explain how respawn works. Classic "resurrection" either isn't the thing (lame) or just takes too much time to commit. However, the super cool very scientific respawn machine will use your remains + storage bio supply to quickly rebuild a new body (as it was at the assigning day) and put your consciousness into that body so you feel like you're living nonstop.

(at least that's the theory)

Also, to answer these questions:

They do remember their connections, their past and their memories. Memories of the past are the same.

Their families were not cloned, they aren't involved in this business in any way. They don't know.

However, to keep this secret from the mercs... Of course if both of the clones will speak to their families they will soon spot some weird things and inconsistencies (talking about things that seemed to never happen). Not even talking about visiting family on holidays, that's an obvious no-no.

So... First of all, a big deal is to make REDs and BLUs lives and experiences here as similar (ideally identical) as possible.

And second: I think their connection to the world is just very limited/prohibited. The telephone connection is entirely controlled by the Administration (Sniper has to drive far away to sneak talk to his parents). Letters are monitored, censored and withhold if necessary (or copied if they are FROM the family). No going home until the contract is due (many years??) etc...

Which contradicts comics in s lot of ways but you know what? I don't even care. Comics are an unreliable narrator anyways. I mean uh... I uh. I'll talk about it some other time.

looks around.. i swear on my life i know you from somewhere like some discord server or something.. sigsh

aha ,,, no you dont . TAPES UR MOUTH .

it's called a vibe check , my good sir . and you have failed

ssnnniffffsss ,,,,,

mmm alcoholism

Ye’re an odd one.

booed by the audience (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) !!;;

bittersweet , my beloved ,,,, she's growing on me brah!!! grahh!!!

somewhat long rant!!! read if u want idrc :) I'm just saying nonsense

is it just me , or does anyone else gets like upset whenever someone does a thing better than you .

like, imagine being in a new server right . you're trying your best to make friends n stuff , but yet not much progress . and then a new person joins and immediately gets to make so many new friends

LIKE HOW??? IVE BEEN HERE LONGER . TRYING MY HARDEST . HOWD YOU . i guess it's more like jealousy? is it petty ?? i dunno . sometimes I'd look at their messages and try to figure out what made them so much more likeable than me .

it's like watching a 12 year old paint the mona lisa . it just genuinely hurts , and it's not even their fault whatsoever . I'm just too dramatic apparently

sometimes I think it's because of how closer to age they are . I'm way younger than everyone it seems like , and I fear if they interact with a minor , something bad will happen :( I don't wanna cause that!! no!! I just want friends!! people to talk interests about :(( I look up to most of them a lot and I don't want to be pushed away because of my age . I wish I was born a little more while back ,,

gah sorry guys , school is near and I've been overthinking lately :'(

this would make a really epic oc concept imo

I got pictures of a bee on our cherry tree that's in bloom!

somewhat of a long rant !! read if u want!!

this is more like me dissing myself , but it's fine probably 🙏

sometimes I just get disappointed whenever a certified adult doesn't want any minors of their friendlist . It's not their fault either!! I understand that maybe they just want people closer to their age group and that's totally fine!!! I'm just a bit sad about it though . I'd love to make friends with everyone no matter their age . as long as they're respectful and fun to be around with!!

but I honestly find those people so cool, and the fact that I can't interact with them makes me so sad 💔 I just rlly wanna make new friends w the same interest unfortunately . It's also kinda my fault for being in a place where mostly older teens n adults reside , but it's not my fault that I can't find a decent server to hang out in!! right?? ,, grahh I dunno . I just rlly wanna be friends with cool people :'(

I just overall can't seem to find people in my age group , and even if I do, they don't seem to acknowledge me at all . like I've tried before , but they just seem to ignore me 💔 that's just life I fear ,,, graahhhhhh maybe it's the fact most friends I have , I look up to ,, ooo parental issues oooo

grahh sorry gang , i know u follow me for cool art💔💔 I swear ill get back to work!!!! just have some yaps while ur here

i made agent from typical colors 2 in dress to impress

hello tumblr people . I have arrived with oc x canon content. here youe go

aren't they so gay 💔