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somewhat long rant!!! read if u want idrc :) I'm just saying nonsense
is it just me , or does anyone else gets like upset whenever someone does a thing better than you .
like, imagine being in a new server right . you're trying your best to make friends n stuff , but yet not much progress . and then a new person joins and immediately gets to make so many new friends
LIKE HOW??? IVE BEEN HERE LONGER . TRYING MY HARDEST . HOWD YOU . i guess it's more like jealousy? is it petty ?? i dunno . sometimes I'd look at their messages and try to figure out what made them so much more likeable than me .
it's like watching a 12 year old paint the mona lisa . it just genuinely hurts , and it's not even their fault whatsoever . I'm just too dramatic apparently
sometimes I think it's because of how closer to age they are . I'm way younger than everyone it seems like , and I fear if they interact with a minor , something bad will happen :( I don't wanna cause that!! no!! I just want friends!! people to talk interests about :(( I look up to most of them a lot and I don't want to be pushed away because of my age . I wish I was born a little more while back ,,
gah sorry guys , school is near and I've been overthinking lately :'(