I Think Me And My Fellow Ghostly Apparitions Have Some Scheming To Do

nimona is the best movie i’ve ever seen and it was made for me personally.

okay im feelin better but still sad

i vow to make things better.

no one will stop me.

the only salad dressing id ever need

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really, if you think about it, im all of your guy’s evil twin

rain has tap tapped on my window

so i left it ajar so it could join me in my sleep

whisps of cool air were good company for my dreams.

i feel

the stars are

singed

with the ash of burnt words

the night sky is

scorched

with longing for another

my bed is

burning

with the emptiness of being

without you.

my lover,

come home.

i crave a warm body. a gentle voice. and soft hands against my skin.

i am a miserable little me tonight

i feel tonight as a being wrapped in old memories.

They are cloying and drip with slick and cold silver strings. A web of fear to enclose my little heart.

In this darkening void, i knew where the edge was. I still willingly walked out onto thin air.

I could understand that I, myself, am a being of lack and disgust

I know what makes a void like me too heavy for any surface to support

Yet how stupid am I to be surprised when i fell.

I have been caught in such a web again,

my fingers sliding off it’s wet surface,

deeper and deeper i slip away from the surface.

I can do nothing but grasp at empty air.

I wonder when the dark will claim me again.

i just think about him so much