Been Craving Some Vanilla Extract Recently

every year around this time i am shocked that its dark at 5pm and i will continue to be…. its so fucking rude of the sun to leave early bitch YOUR SHIFT ISNT OVER

sometimes i see someone existing and i just get so happy that they do.

like a warm summer breeze and grass and cat fur and head thrown back in joy.

Lovely people are just my favourite

200 days ago i told myself i needed to start healing. I even wrote it down.

And then i did.

It was hard.

And it hurt.

In August of 2021 I felt happy for the first time.

It’s now January and guess what? Things aren’t perfect or even that great.

And I. Am. Still. Happy.

Yes there are bad things. [I miss my partner who FOR SOME INEXPLICABLE REASON has chosen to be born british. And i am not. Thankfully. But it does mean he is far away. Not cool. >:\ ]

BUT IN SPITE OF THAT

I am still happy.

i am loved

i am love.

i like this.

And I love this

And i love me.

And I love my people who love me and helped support me while I healed.

And so, I am happy.

i think me and my fellow ghostly apparitions have some scheming to do

i just miss him honestly

sweet summer and bitter longing.

i miss him.

A promise and a hope.

I won’t miss him for long.

He’s so lovely.

my cat has Stars in his eyes and love in his heart

these speed bumps keep screaming.

Why is that?

if you’re at a point right now where you don’t see any hope in the future, remember that the future will always seem overwhelming when you’re thinking about it all at once. you only have to live through one moment at a time. focus on now and focus on getting through this, because you will.

i wish people would stop staring at me.

just because i dont have skin doesn’t mean i don’t have feelings

my 4am minecraft binges are not happy about this post

My kind of therapy