Latest Posts by insidethecrypticbluemind - Page 5

i reached out to someone and it didnt go well. Except in reality it really could’ve gone well. I didnt really give myself the space to be rejected- so now here i am back on my own.

It’s like i whispered to someone in a windy tunnel and hoped they heard me.

i sad

man to b like @biggest-gaudiest-patronuses

what a dream

just a thought.

im putting it in a box though.

my mind is moving on to other things

I’m done with the dwelling.

it was good for a time. but now i gotta go on

o hey

its been like a whole ass year. Weird. Guess Feb is a rough time when i need to find a place to vent. Huh. Bleh. Cycles

Hope this helps someone

- blue

A little guy I hallucinated. He was at a bus depot. I like to think he was just waiting for a bus, too.

a glass phoenix that explodes and turns into sand when it dies

that’s the one trouble with this country: everything, weather, all, hangs on too long. like our rivers, our land: opaque, slow, violent; shaping and creating the life of man in its implacable and brooding image.

forecast accurate / a southern gothic photo series from my sophomore year 2018

Fun quarentine activity: Sprinkle grass killer in the shape of a body on your lawn and when the grass dies it will look lile someone is buried there then one day dig out the hole and if your neighbors ask act nervous and say someone else must have done it

more fun activity for people living by farmland: crop circles in the shape of a giant. bonus point if you surround the area with beanstalks 

awe hey im okay i just died from cramps

i dont wanna b lonely,

but sometimes im a ghost so-

do i have a choice?

I feel

Today i feel like melting

my heart hurts

maybe i just need to eat

i never feel satisfied

i am falling

into an embrace

of my own cold arms

my skin fragments of ice

i really should eat

all i feel is like lying in the dark

pretending my blankets are a hug

my pillow her kiss

maybe i should just shatter

dissolve into dark

breath in my salty tears

or just get up and make dinner

I had a dream

someone I loved

had their heart ripped out.

We trusted the wrong person,

and they suffered for it.

I had a dream

i held them as they slept

praying for a pulse

head buried in their chest

I had a dream they shook awake

as if from a nightmare.

Their face said confusion

their eyes wild with panic

I had a dream I calmed them

Relief in my tears.

“You really were worried about me”

They said, weak smile on their lips.

I had a dream i held them in close

shaking in relief

their head on my chest

I slept

  When you’re going to kill a god, let someone else do your dirty work. 

i felt bad about this acc then i read my own post and laughed so nvm it’s amazing

my head hurts

i hav no motivation

all i wanna do is eat and play minecraft

are we tired? fuck ya

what do we want? sLEEP

when do we want it? *ETERNITY*

corona is spreading like butter on warm toast. stay inside. dont spread butter

turn down for what!? *brain aneurism*!

do not hurt me. i come in many emotionally traumatized pieces 👽

my 4am minecraft binges are not happy about this post

My kind of therapy

really, if you think about it, im all of your guy’s evil twin

ive ascended to the third reality. this is good news

this is completely relatable tho

twinks fuck up me. cats consume me.

the only salad dressing id ever need

via

okay im feelin better but still sad

i am not doing well

im so fuckin horny lol