Accidental Meeting

dies Emilio still develop his weird obsession with Tobias in your 2 weeks au?

no, he does not! When Emilio gets into the hospital, they immediately put him back on his meds. That really helps him. Him and Tobias become good friends, actually! Nothing weird :)

2 Weeks Au

yeah basically the au is uhhhh instead of meeting at school, they all meet at a psychiatric hospital

Aquamarine AU rant ^_^

they make me so sick ough my god I want Tobias and Carmelo to be happy together so so so badly oh my god I’m sick

I think that in the beginning of their relationship , Tobias would go from being really distant to being really affectionate like like kinda wishywashy yknow ?? He’d be distant because he was scared of getting hurt , but be affectionate cause he wants to be loved

and then Carmelo would bring it up and be like dude what is your problem , you’ll be all over me one second and then freak tf out whenever I try to hold your hand or somerhing

and then they would like argue about it BUT NOT REALLY ARGUE , just like they would have a really emotional talk over it

IM THROWING UP

Rudy panel redraw

Medication by The Skin Cells

kendratello au by @cupcakeslushie !! sorry for the watermarks 😭

ghost eyes characters as TikTok emojis ^_^

Does Rudy ever find out why Carmelo bullied him? If so, does this make him hate him even more?

No, he does not. Rudy doesn’t really talk to Carmelo anymore, and Carmelo does his best to stay away from Rudy.

Rudy feeling good about himself albeit it, just torturing Emilio, makes me happy for himself. Emilio tried really hard, being Carmelo’s friend and to avoid being his victim, all of that to go crashing down. (I’m Not saying, he is getting bullied by carm or Rudy) just seeing his whole perfect plan ruined.

I have two questions, what are your overall feeling’s on Emilio in the aqua marine au and canon

And second question being. Emilio feeling paranoid and feeling deserving of what’s coming to him due to the regret about what happened to Tobias. Howeverby all the taunting from Rudy, does he feel like Rudy is bulllying him?

Thank you for the ask!!!

My thoughts on canon Emilio aren’t too great, same for Aquamarine Emilio. I think that Emilio’s actions got swept under the rug WAAAAY too quick, and is just a really odd way to depict sexual assault. I understand that victims can feel somewhat closer to the abuser after the assault occurs, but I think it was depicted in a way that is just too… Like. Comfortable? Tobias is very comfortable with Emilio, which is kinda like… I don’t understand that. That’s why I try to depict Tobias’s attachment to Emilio in Aquamarine Au as something that is harmful, and uncomfortable, and more accurate to how victims feel about their abusers. Aquamarine Tobias hates Emilio, but can’t help but feel like he needs the abuse to happen again to gain validation. Since being hurt is the only thing he has known, and his first “intimate” experience was painful, he craves it. I feel like this is a more accurate representation of SA instead of like… Tobias being all goody goody with Emilio. Aquamarine Tobias is HEAVILY based on my own thoughts and experiences and feelings. Anyway, I think I went on a little rant that was likeeeee not what the question asked … I’m not a fan of Emilio , and i try to make Aquamarine Emilio face consequences of his actions ^_^

Emilio does feel bullied, yes. I don’t think bullied is the right word actually … I think it’s more like. Harassed? He knows that he deserves it, but can’t help but feel extremely hurt by all of it. It is very overwhelming for him.

questions about the 2 weeks au,

How are tobi's siblings and grandmother feeling/what are they thinking while he's in the hospital? Is tobi gonna be released? If so who would he live with after? Also do you have any art of luther or mattias visiting him? :333

Love your au's and art!!!! <3333

SORRY FOR THE LATEST RESPONSE TO THIS EVERRRR OOPS

A lot of his family is conflicted ! I’d say half of them think he shouldn’t be there because Lucas thinks that the hospital is for “crazy people” and Tobias is “normal.” His grandmother is shocked by what happened, she never would have thought that Tobias would attack Lucas

NOT YET !!!!! I will make art of that soon though :)))

THANK U SM !!!

i think halloween is very very difficult for both rudy and tobias.

rudy handles halloween a little easier than tobi does. he’s still iffy about it, but he’s more accepting to it than tobi is. after every year, it gets more easy for him to do things on those nights.

tobias, on the other hand, despises it after the “incident.” he tries to ignore the day as much as possible. i can see him hating it a little less after the years, but he still doesn’t like it.