I have a very sad hc but HEAR ME OUT
Okay so I saw a post that spoke about how Dazai didn't show any emotions when Mori killed the former boss right in front of him. Dazai was a child. Seeing a murder for the first time and… Nothing. No expression. Just acceptance. As if his body is here but not his mind. He's dissociating.
Look at that look. He's not focused. He's just looking at whatever is happening.
So what if it happens each time he commits a crime? What if each time he kills someone, he's not fully realising his actions and only realizes it later, but it doesn't hit him so hard because it happened slowly.
Well, I headcanon that one time, Dazai killed a bunch of innocent civilians for X or Y reasons. Mori told him to. So he did it. But he usually didn't kill innocent people. Usually it's the mafia's ennemis. So the realisation hit him right as everyone's already dead. He's there, surrounded by corpses. He's the reason they're dead. His hands is covered in blood. The realisation hit him so hard he thought he was gonna vomit (he didn't).
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Dazai : It depends on what you want to hear.
It hurts so bad to see everyone mad at Brooklyn when she suffered so much, yet everything she had done was to protect them and the dinosaurs
Plz Hybe I beg you I have the best concept ever for ill-it.
A lore abt demons and angels. Okay so hear me out :
Wonhee is a fallen angel that fell into hell because had made a mistake. Just a single one. Others are demons and trying to make her have a revenge. But!! The demons are in fact other fallen angels. And they are DONE with angels felling for a single mistake. So they want revenge.
They'll have solos where they talk about their stories. Their desires to have revenge and the mistakes they had made to become like that.
They will have lines in their OT5 songs like “You thought you could never see me again??”
So that way they'll be able to use Wonhee's cuteness and other's talent for a dark concept.
And plz change their fandom name.. Their name is ill-it.. You could def have a name like “Loves” or smth like that, so it could be “I'll love it”
(btw it's my idea 😞)
I always wondered if Dazai's bandages on his eyes when he was in the mafia was like a reminder? Like, he wakes up in the morning, and he sees that he's still under Mori's influence. So that he doesn't forget, so that it haunts him every day. Like a cage. Something to remind him “You are not free, you are a murderer, a mafia executive”
And when Oda took it off, it's like he's saying “You are free now”. Dazai sees himself in the mirror, and won't see the bandages that reminded him of the monster he is
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I'M CRYING WHAT IS THIS???
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Yes because they're being silly and believe me they kiss each other in other universe
gay people will see 2 men (or women) who hate each other and would rather tear each other apart than be nice and proceed to ship them more than anything
He just won't admit it
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