i like playing dumb about not knowing things so someone who cares about me will gently explain it to me and i will feel loved once in a while
i also enjoy peoples faces lighting up when they get to explain something to me
I gotta say lesbianism is my own personality trait im exactly what the stereotype says
Molly Des Jardin
sometimes i think about how hard it is for me to cry and how numb i feel about everything, i wish i was still a crybaby i miss who i was before i let the emptiness take me over
so suffocating when i can hear my family downstairs laughing and having the time of their lives while im upstairs burying my face into my pillow sobbing because i dont feel normal and im afraid i never will and my self is slipping away and im aching to hold on to that temporary fulfillment i have sometimes
Winter light (1962)
i don't know what to do with myself anymore
under pressure
AFTERSUN 2022 dir. Charlotte Wells