numbness follows me like a ghost to partner with the empty heart. i shed tears for the first time tonight since turning eighteen
it feels right that it was over my mother
Salomé 1919 by Max Oppenheimer
meeee
you dont deserve me you deserve something else, maybe not better and maybe not worse but someone else. we both deserve other people. you bring out the worst in me.
its actually okay that you let go first because i wouldnt have moved on otherwise
i have this deep need to stuff myself full of used up dirty towels and let it soak up all my blood so i'm left with just dried organs and i am a useless vessel that is empty of all fluids so i won't be able to cry
The Handmaiden (2016)
favorite word to abuse is percieve
having bpd and constantly hurting people around you with your anger issues is so painful and the guilt is worse i hate myself
Yohji Yamamoto Pour Homme AW1995 Floral Turtleneck