"everything I've Ever Let Go Of Has Claw Marks On It" Is So Real Because Yeah I'll Be The Best If You

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

bpd culture is 'they didn't reply for 5 hours so i won't reply for 5 hours either' and then messaging back instantly as soon as they msg you!

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Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

i wish i had an older person to take care of me forever. someone who'll kiss me and care for me and tell me that everything will be alright. someone that will tell me what to wear and what to eat so my mind will remain clear and i don't have to worry about anything other than suffocating in their smell and their warmth and i can just follow them and do what they want because the thought of following my own mind scares me and i am worried i'm going to be the reason for my own demise because i am evil. i want a heroine to sleep with me forever and kiss my neck so i can remain sane. is that codependency

BEFORE SUNRISE (1995) dir. Richard Linklater

no nevermind i love her she took off my glasses when i fell asleep on the couch and put another blanket on me

i need to hug my mother and cry into her neck because i miss the warm embrace of her womb and this bed is too cold for me; i just wish she held me. i just want her to care for me forever, no matter how bitter and painful loving me is

photographed by leslie zhang for self-portrait kids

yelling from the rooftops about how kuranosuke is a trans lesbian and tsukimi is her femcel girlfriend and they are soulmates

miyazaki hayao is my role model

if i wake up one day and i wasn't sick anymore i wouldn't know who i am