Sometimes The Tragedy Of Distance Is Very Simple. I Want To Get Groceries With You

I'm afraid that I will never commit suicide and will suffer for the rest of my days.

srsly tho. i need a digital camera

i need a digital camera so i can take the same pictures i take with my phone but through a different grainer perspective that makes me think that the future isn't here yet and i'm still in 2013 and i'm not left behind grieving after who i could've been

i have this deep need to stuff myself full of used up dirty towels and let it soak up all my blood so i'm left with just dried organs and i am a useless vessel that is empty of all fluids so i won't be able to cry

bpd culture is 'they didn't reply for 5 hours so i won't reply for 5 hours either' and then messaging back instantly as soon as they msg you!

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and in between all the cooking and dishwashing, i let myself take a breath but i just get reminded of how empty i feel inside and nothing is okay for a while

behind the scenes of hirokazu kore-eda's monster (2023)

"she wasn't your person, your person is still out there and you'll find her when you least expect it" okay what if she was my person and i lost her forever