♡I Don't Want You Feeling Ignored♡

Just thinking about my death is so... mortifying. Thinking about getting hit by a train is so... so difficult. Jumping off a cliff is scary but yet all a slow painful deaths. I can imagine my whimpers in pain. Idk #vent

Don't you just look at food and go EUGGHHHHH🤢🤮

#anorexia #feeling

Sorry to vent again! I'm sorry

What hurts to is that I planned a family with them but now it's gone. I will need time to heal but I kinda need a guide and some sort of motivation to help me move forward and to have a better relationship with that person. 4/8/24

#help

Literally my biggest goal on my body is eugenia cooneys body I want so badly. It's my biggest goal I have to work on so hard to get that body😭

It's prolly because you are cooler then me

I so bad wish I was on hormones/testosterone. I want that beautiful male voice i hate staying quiet and trying to deepen my voice i hate this voice i want a adams apple to show my neck off. I hate living in this fantasy that I am, I hate taking medication that makes me think it's testosterone. I hate cutting my chest/genitalia and trying to sew it. I hate crying myself to sleep every night hoping i die and be the boy i am in heaven or somewhere else. I truly hate myself. #vent

OH MY FUUUCCCKKK I WANT NOSE SURGERY SO BAD WHY CANT I JUST GET WHAT I NEED?! #vent

I'm crying really bad, I need to cut, vomit, masturbate

HEHEHE

I am actually so happy to be anorexia. Want to know why? It really grosses me out and disturbs me when I hear "I'm sorry I can't help it I love food" LIKE EW GET AWAY FROM ME!!! DISGUSTING🤮🤮🤮🤮