I Am Actually So Happy To Be Anorexia. Want To Know Why? It Really Grosses Me Out And Disturbs Me When

I hate to ask... what's a really good razor or something to cut with?- I have been cutting with a razor to shave, but that's not enough I used a knife and it's just not what I'm looking for. Any recommendations? Please thank you!

I took my first shot of Coke.... I HATED IT!!!! BLAAAAAAHHHHHHAGH!!!!!!!! 🤮 now i gotta work my ass off to lose 50 pounds today! THANKS FOR RUINING MY FIGURE AND DIET

AH YEAH! KEEP THOSE THINSPO'S COMING IM FEELING IT!

How are you

Good... I'm not actually I'm not okay

I'm going back to crying over everything. I hate it. I hate how alive I feel I hate this feeling i wish I could go back and be the pale lifeless emotionless person I was, I loved feeling so numbed and zombie like where I didn't cry for everything or worry about anything, I wish I was so tired and fragile like I was. These infusions and pills... are ruining me. Thanks alot.

I so bad want to die. When I do think of it, i masturbate or cut myself to smack out of it I guess to get my mind to pull myself together Lmao #vent

I see you online. Those messages I sent never seen for hours, days. I get that your busy. But being online for hours and don't have a chance to talk to me?

Im Sorry for yapping and venting... but I think it's just me or if there are others who feel this way... I like to abuse myself. Not sure if it's from trauma in the past or something I know it's so unhealthy but I can't help it I like the pain and it's the only thing I know to make myself feel loved... sadly. I'm so alone I want to experience relationships and be in a relationship not sure if it's going to make a difference for me what love truly is I really don't know... I just want a boyfriend hahaha~... he's out there somewhere in just have to wait for my moment for that man. Again I'm so sorry for ranting alot today!

Oh my god... those thoughts... the suicidal thoughts are getting aggressive again!..