I see you online. Those messages I sent never seen for hours, days. I get that your busy. But being online for hours and don't have a chance to talk to me?
Literally my biggest goal on my body is eugenia cooneys body I want so badly. It's my biggest goal I have to work on so hard to get that body😭
Why am I always the blame for everything? Am I an easy bunching bag? Does your verbal abuse really know how to humiliate me? I guess I know why I always saw myself so low and ugly
I'm going back to crying over everything. I hate it. I hate how alive I feel I hate this feeling i wish I could go back and be the pale lifeless emotionless person I was, I loved feeling so numbed and zombie like where I didn't cry for everything or worry about anything, I wish I was so tired and fragile like I was. These infusions and pills... are ruining me. Thanks alot.
Although the thoughts of suicide haven't left, i think about them every day. It's a bit of a turn on to think about and at the same time, I want to experience the pain and death. When I say Death I laugh at the word. Because I feel aroused and I think about my death and other things that come along with it. I know I'm strange I'm sorry but it's true... by the way I still plan to cut and sadly shamelessly masturbate... just to get my mind in the clouds.
Welcome to the losers club!~♡♡♡
You'll float too! 🎈🤡 we all float down here
My heart burns there too❤️🔥
Beep beep Richie~
Hiyo silver away! 🚲
I've always wanted to live or go to Japan they have moving trains i would have loved to jump in, you know. Btw it is a very nice place to see someday
It's prolly because you are cooler then me