I so bad want to die. When I do think of it, i masturbate or cut myself to smack out of it I guess to get my mind to pull myself together Lmao #vent
You don't get it, you just don't get it.
Sorry to vent again! I'm sorry
What hurts to is that I planned a family with them but now it's gone. I will need time to heal but I kinda need a guide and some sort of motivation to help me move forward and to have a better relationship with that person. 4/8/24
#help
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You'll float too! ๐๐คก we all float down here
My heart burns there tooโค๏ธโ๐ฅ
Beep beep Richie~
Hiyo silver away! ๐ฒ
She's gonna harm me I know she's gonna harm me <3
Im Sorry for yapping and venting... but I think it's just me or if there are others who feel this way... I like to abuse myself. Not sure if it's from trauma in the past or something I know it's so unhealthy but I can't help it I like the pain and it's the only thing I know to make myself feel loved... sadly. I'm so alone I want to experience relationships and be in a relationship not sure if it's going to make a difference for me what love truly is I really don't know... I just want a boyfriend hahaha~... he's out there somewhere in just have to wait for my moment for that man. Again I'm so sorry for ranting alot today!
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Blood on my wrist, i wanna die (I couldn't resist i just had to. I said only one cut and got carried away, haha! Not only my wrist, i did my chest too, and maybe next time, my stomach and legs)
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