You Don't Get It, You Just Don't Get It.

I can try but I can never do right, in my mind it's just so hard to stay attach to this world.

They

Don't

Love

You

.

The com of shame

I hate thinking and regretting my actions of eating or what I ate it's not cool. I break my promises to myself now I have to punish myself and think about it, living in regret and restricting myself, thinking about what I can do better for next time. Time out, throwing up in a corner until I get rid of all the dirt and ugly out of my small empty stomach and everywhere.

Same Kanato same~ How i be like with food, literally me *stab stab* 🔪💜

Man... I want to vent to some1 but I guess not, I mean I don't have friends at all nor any1 really... I guess I have to take out my shitty diary I guess. Like the usual.

I so badly want a thigh gap the widest thigh gap AHHHHHHH #vent

I'm crying really bad, I need to cut, vomit, masturbate

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How are you

Good... I'm not actually I'm not okay