그런데도 넌 아직도 쳐다봐

♡I don't want you feeling ignored♡

You can go ahead and laugh at me about my goals I might delete this or never so lmao

Don't you just hate when your family talks shit about you even tho you never seen them nor talk to them sense you were born, like I'm sorry I never did anything but exist, sorry if my existence bothers you that much ill just try to kms or something to get out of your way ig. Tbh I don't even want to be here so.

Literally my biggest goal on my body is eugenia cooneys body I want so badly. It's my biggest goal I have to work on so hard to get that body😭

I so bad crave wanting to watch IT 2017 movie so bad!~

I know it's wrong, but it feels so right

I can try but I can never do right, in my mind it's just so hard to stay attach to this world.

Im on the cold floor

Im Sorry for yapping and venting... but I think it's just me or if there are others who feel this way... I like to abuse myself. Not sure if it's from trauma in the past or something I know it's so unhealthy but I can't help it I like the pain and it's the only thing I know to make myself feel loved... sadly. I'm so alone I want to experience relationships and be in a relationship not sure if it's going to make a difference for me what love truly is I really don't know... I just want a boyfriend hahaha~... he's out there somewhere in just have to wait for my moment for that man. Again I'm so sorry for ranting alot today!

I hate feeling so alive, I want to be a corpse cold, pale, and sleeping.

These infusions and pills... it's making my body feel human. I look healthy, I don't like it it's ruining my image

I don't want this i want to be back feeling dead and not healthy looking like. I hate being and looking like a human.